Rules of seduction

Pilot

'You came', he says after looking at me with a suprised face.
He slowly puts his hands around my body and starts to unravel me.
'not yet' I say and turn around.
'Very funny', he smirks and whispers to me 'I missed you ms. Dove'.
Everytime I hear the those words leave his lips my body trembles, its like a weakness, not because of the way he says it but because he will never know my real name, the real me. He fell for someone who doesn't exist. As much as I wish I could tell him everything, I can't. But does it matter? Does it matter that I am on an undercover mission? Does it matter that I can read his mind all the time? I really couldn't care about that right now.

2 months ago -
'Stop it, its going to blow up on your face lucy' jacob says to me after he sees me blowing a bubble out of my gum
'Yeah I am a pro at this, don't worry about it'
I say, but thanks to my luck, it blows up the minute after.
'Haha hate to say told you so' he says while smirking.
Somtimes I question why I am with Jacob, why do i go through this torture everyday but then again he has done so much for me, I really am no one to complain.
'Right my bad' I sigh 'I thought we stopped this?'
'This is the last one, trust me things will be different after this' he says with a reassuring tone.
Part of me wants to believe him, to believe i can leave all of this and live a normal life, that this is the last time we do this. Then again he said the same thing last 3 times so you can't really blame me.
'Please just bear with it for the last time, look at the benefits, we can go to Europe like you always wanted.'
I didn't wanna argue with him, him and i both knew why we did this no point in complicating stuff.
'What do i have to do?' I ask.
Little did I know this was going to change my life forever.