my life

chapter 2

Ok I was too stupid .. I had been crying for almost 2 hours in a roww when suddenly my phone rang .. I was trying to hold my tears ... It was my mom calling  . I tooked a deep breath and answerd .

"Heyy mom soo what r u doin?"

"Hey I just want to tell that ... " that was all she have said after 1 minute of silent I've started crying as I was telling her :"why haven't u told me befor?"

"U know that it was hard on me and I had to check and to know if it was for real. Plus u had your examss .. don't cry everything is gonna be okey"

  okey?? Really? This is not going to be okey ... I cnt imagine my self holding that little thing that u call "baby" I was soo upset and was trying to think about something else like ... umm I dnt know.... the same thought was rolling over and over in my mind several times
my mom is pregnant .... im gonna have a little brother/sister .. i didnt know yet if the little thing was a boy or a girl .. I've started to think about soo many problemes that we may be facing .. our room is small we dnt have much place for him/her whatever ... our car is small enought ... everything is small ..
While I was thinking about these things I heard my mom's voice ... my dad was right behind her ..she came into the room,  and stared at me ... I was busy with my phone. I didnt want to make an eye contact with her ... she was still looking at me and then she asked me suddnly :"so what do u think?" I looked up and saw her eyes waiting for my answer
 
I think this is all a mistake and I dont want anything to happen to you bcz of that thing in ur stomach.
I tooked a deep breath. I didnt wanted to hurt her so I've played the stupid girl
"What do I think about out?"
  "What do u think about having a little brother?"
I looked down at my phone ...Aha so this thing is a boy huh? "I think its okey"

"Okey? So aren't u happy?"

Omg mom do u really have to ask me this question?
"No no of corse I was happy. Im happy for u mom finally a little guy yayy "

A smile came to her face "I'm happy to know that its okey for u"

Lol its okey for me? Omg its not okey for me but I just cant tell her ..