Tubbo woke up, stretched and leaned over to his bedside table to grab his phone. Today's the day. Today was the day of the war. The war against L'manburg.
Tubbo opened his phone and navigated to his discord app, a few of the SMP members were already on the server and setting up for the stream. Tubbo sent a message to the others, "Hey, guys. I'm just going to have a shower and I'll be right on afterwards!" He swung his legs over the edge of the bed, tossing his phone onto it as he stood up and stretched out. He waddled over to his wardrobe to pick out his outfit for the day; a dark green hoodie, underwear and a pair of jeans, along with his belt. He closed the wardrobe and walked over to his bathroom, placing his clothes on his shelves outside his bathroom, as he did so. He turned on the shower to let it warm up, before getting undressed and hopping in.
The water was warm and inviting. Trickling down his body as he stood there. Tubbo wondered if today would go well. There was so much of the script to get through and so many things to keep track of. He understood that they didn't need to follow the script right down to the T, but he always felt as if he was doing the wrong thing when he strayed from it, even if by a little. Tubbo turned off the faucets, finished with his shower now, and stepped out into the cold. As he was wrapping his towel around his waist, he noticed his reflection in the mirror. Tubbo stood and stared for a while, examining every inch of what he could see. 'What is wrong with me..?' He thought to himself, running his hands over his cheeks and through his hair. 'I look absolutely horrid..'
Tubbo decided to ignore his thoughts and turn back to his bedroom to get dressed. Standing back in his bedroom, in front of his shelves, he dried off and put on his pants, hanging his towel up on the hook on the inside of his bathroom door, before reaching for his hoodie, slipping it over his head and turning around towards his computer.
He walked over to his desk and sat down in his black and navy blue gaming chair, as he reached for his tower to turn on his computer. He pressed the button on his tower, and moved over to his two screens to turn them on. Tubbo grabbed his headset and leaned back in his chair as he waited for his computer to start up. Not long after doing so, the lock screen popped up and he was able to enter his password.
Tubbo logged into his computer and opened up discord. "Hey guys!" He messaged the group. "Just starting up minecraft now, I shouldn't be long!" He stated, double-clicking the launcher icon on his desktop.
Minecraft slowly started up, leaving Tubbo just enough time to get lost in thought. 'What happens if I mess up?' He thought to himself. 'What if the others notice that I'm anxious and choose to kick me out?' 'What if-' Soft minecraft music started playing through his headset, breaking his train of thought. Tubbo navigated through his server list to find the DreamSMP server, before clicking join and loading into the world. "Hey Tubbo!" Nihachu typed to him in the minecraft chat. "Come join VC 2, Tommy and I are just chatting while we wait for the others."
Tubbo opened up his discord once again and jumped into VC 2. "TUBBO!" Tommy shouted into his mic. "Hey Tommy!" Tubbo replied, as enthusiastically as he could manage. He ran over to Tommy's house in game and gave him a small slap. "How's it goin' big man?" Tommy asked him. "It's going alright. Been having a bit of trouble sleeping lately, but everything else has been fine."
Tommy turned his character around in game to look at Tubbo. "You been feeling alright lately, Big Man? If not, I'm here to talk if you need to."
Tubbo gave Tommy's character a slap and chuckled softly into his mic, "I'm all good, Tommy. Thank you, though. It means a lot."
"No worries, man! Always here for ya!" Tommy replied, crouching in game to let him know it was all good. "You ready to start streaming? Let's head over to where Nihachu and Wilbur are."
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FanfictionTubbo doesn't understand why he feels this way. He has all of his friends around him, yet he still feels alone. No matter how hard he tries to be happy, he just can't [Description still under construction]Tu