CHAPTER 5 - ROUNDABOUT LOOP
"Good morning, afternoon, or night?" Awkwardly sitting in my chair, staring at my monitor, seeing chat fill up and start to fly up quickly. I bite my lip, my hand on the mouse starts to feel sweaty...
"Avi, why was there no stream yesterday?" I read the question. Leaving a long pause, I collected my thoughts, assorting how to say, what to say, and just trying to calm down. "I-I wasn't feeling okay yesterday, I'm sorry guys..." I stuttered, I stupidly stuttered. "Are you okay now? A little, yes, thank you for asking." My eyebrows knit, I suck my bottom lip in and chewed harshly.
I feel my heart racing over miles of speed, I cannot begin to describe the feeling of dread welling up inside me, It feels like something is behind me about to stab... W-What do I do?! How do I calm down?!
My hand frantically moves the mouse, my eyes shot wide and I realized that I just clicked something or everything. "Oh crap!" I curse and leaned forwards, regaining control of my senses, I check the stream, the chat, Discord and everything I might've clicked. "I thought I-I clicked something." I mutter.
"Corpse, I see you in chat!" I smiled small, as I read his message flew by. "Wish you were here, my beloved." I say, then I noticed a few chats from Tommy.
"Tommy!" I greet. "Avynx, I see you're here too." Then came the chat train of 'Omg Corpse' 'Tommyinnit' 'it's Tommy, Corpse and Avynx' and so on and so forth.
"Todorokiberrychu, thanks for the sub, welcome to the fam, nice to see you again!" I pull my enthusiastic spirit, but I feel it failing.
I gulp. My hands sweating up again. I don't–
"Brb, chat." I swap over to my Be Right Back screen and leaned back.
"Avi, you there?" I perk up hearing my name be called. I turn to my second monitor where my Discord and chat were open. I unmute myself. "H-Hey Alzeon." I greet. I hear him laugh at my stutter. "You okay?" He asks, the concern in his voice is there.
I breathed out.
"Yep! I'm fine." Pulling a string-like smile onto my lips, I regain my composure. "That's good, we're just waiting for Lily to come back." He notifies me. I look at the call list and see that a few people are already here, just muted and deafened.
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