TAUGHT

Twenty four

"What did he say?" Jeno asks me one time after we went inside his apartment, together with Renjun and Donghyuck.

He only received a long sigh from me as I bite my lip. I wash my face with my palms and groan on it.

"He doesn't want to keep it…"

"And?" He quirks a brow. "Why is he here?"

"I stole him." I replied simply. I just grabbed him towards my car and after that talk, Renjun found us and forced us to just go home. And home for Donghyuck is Jeno.

Shit. Why does it hurt this much?

"Jeno…" Donghyuck calls out in a weak voice and wrapped an arm around Jeno's nape, hugging him tight and burying his face unto Jeno's neck.

What a great picture, really…

If only Jeno hadn't said anything about me having a child with Donghyuck, I could've thought the father is really Jeno. I mean… look at how Donghyuck holds him! Almost as if he doesn't want to let go!

"Donghyuck. Is it true? You really don't want to keep it?" Jeno asks Donghyuck, keeping his tone slow and kind.

"I don't… wanna talk about it." He replies as I felt a presence beside me. It was Renjun.

"So?"

"Hmm?"

"He doesn't want to have it." Renjun replies and raised a brow. "How about you? Do you want to have it?"

"I wouldn't seek you both and waste time for it if I don't." I said. "Besides, I don't think abortion will be good for Donghyuck."

"I want to sleep…" Donghyuck says weakly over Jeno's neck but I didn't fail to hear it. He nuzzled his face more and lift his bottom up that Jeno's already carrying him like a real baby. Whom also has my baby.

"Mark." Jeno points at their bedroom door and points at Donghyuck.

My heart clenches for obvious reasons why.

Donghyuck and Jeno stays in the same room together, it makes me wonder what Donghyuck does with Jeno inside but I'd rather not think of the possibilities such as kisses and tight hugs. That'll only made me even sadder.

"I'll try and convince him for it." Renjun taps me and sighs. "I'm not really pro-life but I will respect Donghyuck's decision. If his parents would know that he got pregnant, they will disown him for sure. Plus, Donghyuck's still in college. It's a waste."

Those things made me hate myself. All I did in Donghyuck's life was cause him pain and struggles which includes the baby (even if he did it while I was unconscious)

I was hard on Jeno earlier, thinking that he touched Donghyuck or the like but turns out, I was the one who should be blamed for it. I am to blame.

"I…" I inhale deep breath. "I-I have to g-go."

"I'll let you know if Donghyuck changes his mind."

"Don't bother." I say. "Let him do what he wants with his body."

"B-But—"

"Let him be." I smile even if I really don't want to just let him be. "I have no say with what he wants to do with it. I already caused him too much pain and I can't bear to see him cry again because of it. So j-just, let him be…"

Donghyuck would probably be happier cutting every ties with me. He'd be happier and contented with Jeno and that alone, makes me happy even if it hurts. He's better off without me and making him keep the child wouldn't be good for him.