Let's Die Young (Skrillex FanFic)

Chapter 14

"Sonny? Soooonnnyyy!" I called out for him not receiving an answer. I peek my head into the room and see him sound asleep. I smiled to myself as I could hear his light snores.

I crawled in and lied next to him. I took his arm and hugged it as I smiled wider. It's crazy to believe how Sonny and I are married.

(yup i just went there)

I took a peek of his ring. Good luck on prying that off. His fingers get stubbier by the minute. I intwined our fingers and he put a better grip on them.

"I thought you were asleep?" I asked. "I thought you were at the store?" He shot back. I rolled my eyes and hugged him. "Oh be quiet, I'm back now". I could see him smile. "Love you" "I love you too."

He lightly kissed me.

~*~

On our way to his next concert, Sonny told me he was gonna sing to me. I wonder what song, probably Father Said.

Typical.

"You ready for tonight?" Sonny asked me. "By the look if my outfit... IM FUCKING PUMPED!!" I jumped up and down.

I wore a grey sports bra with a sparkly neon pink tutu, some light up flip flops. Also glitter, a lot.

A lot of glitter.

I was like a human disco ball. Sonny high-fived me and if you listened closely it's almost like you could hear our wedding rings clink.

As we were walking in, I was changing my snakebites. From rings to studs. They were freakishly shiny, Sonny and I twined.

We were perfect.

"C'mon Nay, I'm up next!" Sonny said psyched. "Okay okay. I'm coming... Once I finish this buffet of food." I say drooling over the food that was brought in. "C'mon! I excited to sing to you!" "Sonny, you sung Father Said to me multiple times already." I rolled my eyes. "Nope! I'm singing a different song this time! Throwback action, y'know?"

Mora, typical.

"Thanks Sonny. Okay fine. Let's go" I say pulling his arm up on the stage, sneaking a croissant from the buffet table. Sonny and I checked out the set, everything was in order.

"I want you to press this button-" Sonny said pointing to a giant red button. As I reached for it, Sonny shooed my hand away. "When, I tell you. It's another surprise." He gushed.

"Sonny you're full of surprises, I swear." I laughed. "Hello Mr. And Mrs. Pipsqueak" a voice said slyly behind us. That's when we found Joel.

I ran over to him and jumped in his arms. "JOEL!! YOURE BACKK! I missed you so much you fucking shitbag!" I squealed.

He generously hugged me back and sat me down. "I've been in Toronto for a month and a week." he said with one hand in his pocket and the other scratching his neck.

"It's been forever man. What's been up?" I asked. "Got a new mouse head, uhh released a new album and... I'm becoming.. A DAD!" He screamed. I couldn't contain my excitement.

"Joel's gonna be a dad?! Holy shit Joel. Congrats, bro". Sonny said patting his back. "I don't wanna be rude but we gotta go, I'm performing tonight." Sonny said.

"Well can Nay and I hang?" He asked nervously. "I guess... Just uh. Keep her near the main stage." He hesitantly nodded and took me by the wrist and we went over by the bar.

"You can tell me you don't feel anything" he said taking a huge breath. "Is this what I think it is? Joel that was so long ago." I whined.

~three years ago~

"Sonny what the fuck! I can't even stand you anymore!" I yelled throwing a glass at him and storming out the house. I can't believe it, he said he'd change this time and he cheats on me again!

As I walked down the street I was thinking of Sonny. We've had an off and on relationship, so many heartbreaks, so much crying, just so much fucking drama.

I couldn't hold it all in.

I sat on the curb and quietly sobbed. "Hey little shit" I heard a voice, automatically knowing it's Joel. "I'm not in the mood Joel." I cried. He sat down next to me and wrapped his around me. "Sonny and you are on another one of your breaks?".

"Yeah.." I sighed looking up at him. I saw the dazzle in his eyes. "Can I come to you're house?" I wiped the tears away.

As we arrived to his house I laid on his couch and cried more. Joel picked me up like a baby and carried me into his bed and snuggled me. I looked up at his eyes, before I could process what I wanted to say, his slim lips laid upon mine.

I do y know where this was coming from. It's Joel, the one who calls me 'His Little Shit', the one who would put ketchup in my coffee, the one who was like the brother I've always wanted.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, while his was around my waist. This isn't right. This isn't how the story goes. I'm supposed to kiss Sonny, not Joel. My life is turning completely upside down.

"Joel..." I moaned, still kissing him. When I snapped out of my trance and saw Joel was atop of me. I rolled my eyes, why haven't I pushed away yet.

Joel ripped away his shirt, as I could feel his junk against my... stuff. "I'm craving you." Joel whispered in my ear, tickling my ear with his breath.

"Oh my god Joel, just take me" I moaned. We took away our clothes and went back to the position we started in.

With him resting between my legs. "What's holding you back?" I asked and what happened next caused me to grip his back tightly, digging my nubby fingers into his back.

~a year later~

I had gotten back together with Sonny. Everything was well, and Sonny proposed....

Sonny my never know what Joel and I did.

Never.

~present~

"Joel it's the past. We can't be together now. I'm married. Bye Joel..." I say standing up and going to front row before Sonny sang.

Joel we can't be together..

This is my story.

Not yours.

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Turnt...

SPOILER ALERT.

someone isn't gonna make it past the next chapter...

I wanna hear your predictions in the comments below!!