The real story

7

The world is better without me. Nobody loves me. It wouldn’t matter, after a week they don’t even remember me. No! no! I’m not going to jump! Not yet.. I first need to feel the real pain. I just grab a knife and cut myself that’s a lot easier. But what if mom sees it? She wouldn’t give a fuck about it anyways. She probably wouldn’t see it. I’m just going to do it.

(Morning)

Auch, my arm, what’s wrong with it? Ow, now I remember I cutted myself. Well it’s a good sign that it hurts that’s what I deserve.

“happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Zina, happy birthday to you”

Huh mom? What’s this? It’s your birthday remember. Ow yes haha. You want to open your present. YES AFCOURSE! Why are your eyes so red? Uhm.. from sleeping i guess. Well okay then, here’s your present. Tam tam taaaam omg thank you thank you thank you! The match is tomorrow at 4 o’clock, it’s Fc Barcelona vs Sevilla, and we’re at the front road!! Soo, grab you stuff we’re flying at 6 o’clock and it’s now 12 o’clock. Okay thanks mom, this is the best present ever! But you need to go to school, don’t forget it. I won’t.

(school)

sooo? Sooo, what? How is it going with Jason? Not good. How do you mean not good. Well I said. Well what? Zina just say it to me! Okay alright. He finally admit he lied to me, here read it.

OMG ZINA, that’s so mean from him, I totally understand you. Well let’s grab an ice cream to make you happier, and I pay because it’s your birthday! Thnx, you’re the sweetest. What did your mom gave you? OMG IT’S THE BEST PRESENT EVER! I’M GOIN TO A MATCH FROM FC BARCELONA AN AND WE’RE ON THE FRONT ROAD! Zina that is the best present ever!! I know!!! Well if you see that cutie Neymar Jr, make a pic for me. Who is he? He is a little new, he just plays for a year for fc Barcelona, but damn girl he’s cute. Show me! Yes calm down hahaha. Omg he is cute, he isn’t just cute he is hot af! How old is he? He’s 23 so that only is 4 years older than us, we make a chance. I hope so haha. Well i will see, how it goes, he probably doesn’t even see me. You never now… ow shit! I need to go, my plain goes at 6 o’clock and it’s already 4 o’clock and I need to grab my stuff and shit. Okay bye zina. Bye rose!

(in the plain)

I got a 1 more surprise for you. Another one, mom that’s so sweet! Tomorrow before the match you can choose an shirt from fc Barcelona with the player you want on it. Because the shirt you have now is from 3 or 4 seasons ago. And i think you need a new one. Thnx mom you’re the best!

(arrived at the hotel)

I take this bed! Okay sweetie whatever you want. I maybe go look were our stuff is. Okay, a little tip the boy at the reception at the right is very cute. MOM! Haha, just go.

Hello, I was looking for my stuff. Ok, wich room? Uhm.. I guess room 326 and 327. Uhm.. your stuff is coming. It will be there in 10 minutes. Okay thank you. O, and for other questions you can always come to me.

(mind)

Omg did he just winked at me when he said that! Well mom was right he is cute haha

(hotel room)

So? What did he say? Our stuff will be here in 10 minutes. Omg Zina your red, NO I’M NOT! yes you are haha. It’s just very warm in her okay.

*knock, knock*

I guess that’s our stuff. Hey, here’s your stuff. O, thank you. I’m Gino btw. I’m Zina. Well I need to go to other rooms too so goodbye. Goodbye. Wow, wait! What? Wtf do you have on your arm?! Ow, it’s..