your so damn cute~

the beginning of a new light

Killua's pov:

This is the day...this is the day that I do it

I, killua zoldyck, was gonna confess my feelings for gon freecs...I have liked him since the last time I saw him which was about a month ago- he said something to me that I would never forget " killua, you are the bestest friend I have ever had and I would kill anyone who hurts you, thats how much you mean to me" my heart melted at that mere thought of it .....I guess I liked him before that but those words- and those only- that made me realize my love for him...there is no breaking the bond we have, and those eyes, I get lost in them every time, and his smile is the sun itself- no matter where he is, his smile always lights up the room✨ damn- he is so cute and innocent, that just makes me want to rail him more! Fuck! I'm hard ...heh- just by the thinking of him😏😏😏

Gon's pov:

Killua i said he was coming over today....I wonder what he could want? Not that I mind, but still...what if I say something embarrassing and he leaves...and he thinks I am weird...that he doesn't want to hang out with me anymore?! I slap myself upside the head in attempt of snapping myself out of my over thinking when I heard a knock on the door  maybe it is killia, please don't embarrass yourself! One job, me, one job....dont screw it up! I walk towards the door and open it slowly, to see a white haired boy in front of me slightly red for some reason  it is cold, maybe he is just red from the cold? I thought as killua helped himself In, I only turned around to him when he began to speak..." H- hey gon?" He says stuttering, " yes killua?" I ask, " can I tell you s-something?" I was really confused on why he was acting so nervous all of a sudden so I asked " what is it killua?"

Killua's pov:

" What is is killua?" Gon asked confused, damn! Why was so  nervous all of a sudden? He is my fucking best friend, since we were 12, we are 18 now and we stayed best friends through it all...fuck, I love him and how the hell am I still hard? Damn....what if he notices? I blush in embarrassment...that would be the worst...he might think badly of me....I don't want that, but at the same time I want to fuck him so  bad! Shittttt  " killua?" I broke put of  my train of thought " oh yeah...uh, you might wanna sit for this..." Gon raised his eyebrow " okay? Let's sit on the couch then" he said stretching out the word okay, " okay, let's go" I say nervously

Hey guys it's me, the author....I am sorry this is short...this is my first story and I am really nervous on posting this but I want to, so I am gonna😄 I hope you enjoyed and I will be publishing the next chapter tomorrow, I might make the next chapter a bit longer👍✨ baii