Journal

March 31, 2015

Okay... So a little recently I discovered someone else (well actually I didn't discover him he just sorta came into my life as my friend) that's about two years older than me. Anyways, on March 31 I have him my phone number (but not without the trusty help of my friend, spiderman_fitch [by the way, follow her]) and then the conversation went something along the lines of:
Me: Do you like me?
One that I like now: Hahaha what's it to you?
Me: You're annoying and stuff so do you?
New (<-- I'll just call him that): Do you?
Me: I already asked you
New: Well I'm older than you so you first
Me: Well I'm more mature than you so you first
New: Haha nice try this just proves you like me
Some arguing later...
Me: So if I say I like you will you tell me? Please?
New: You have to mean it
Me: I never tell lies. And either way, it's so noticeable I'm surprised you didn't figure it out sooner
Me: So...?
New: Okay then. I knew you liked me I wanted you to say it goodnight
Me: No!! Seriously New, I want to know. It's okay if you don't like me.
New: goodnight 😜😜💤💤
Me: Please! It's just a simple yes or no answer
New: Goooooddd nigggghhhhhhhtttttttt
Me: Fine but just to let you know, if you ever ask me out, I'm saying no
Me: Your choice
Me: I really won't care if you say no
(Okay... That was a lie right there. I would have cared if he said no I just thought he was going to say no because he wouldn't tell me and he was trying to spare my feelings)
I was in tears by then
Me: I hate you
New: No you don't
Me: Yes I do. I just wanted a simple yes or no answer and if you can't give me that, I hate you
New: Yes
Now the tears were really flowing so I had to read it over again to make sure it said "yes". Then, it was tears of joy.
Well, then I showed my friends and they were really happy for me...
Now, I'm waiting for him to ask me out... If he ever will.