Yes, I am a killer and I killed my sister. I blamed her for everything that had happened, for everything I did. I am not saying that she was not wrong but I acted twice wrong as her. Who kidnaps her sister? Who is that sick?
It's five years later and it's all starting to haunt me, you know why? Because Mulweli took over and I feel like I have no purpose, things of this world run out. I failed to accept reality , I tried to challenge it but it hit me so hard. I could have made a name for myself but I chose to go after Princess , the energy that I invested in her, I could be the president.
The stupid me couldn't take the loses , I hid under Princess's clothes because she was a better woman than me. I can't be me because I am scared of being judged and I still do those things over and over again. I am sure that wherever she is, she hates me.
I made my choices, bad choices. I thought that you had to be served and known to be greater but that is so wrong, that is not true, you make yourself. There were many days where I laid on the bed and looked for me before the palace. I found me but I can't be me again because I have blood in my hands . I thought that I was going to find peace but I didn't.
Don't take short cuts in life, you make yourself , your choices shape your life , loosing doesn't always mean a loss. They may have done you wrong but God said that we should forgive as many times as he forgives us. It is too late for me to repent, I have tons of blood in my hands. The only good thing I could do for everyone is to be no more.
The world would be a better place without me, crime does not pay. I shot myself and it's not nice being here but I am tired.
For a few seconds, I could hear everyone screaming but I was warm and I could no longer fight. My body had given up, I was tired. Tired of lying, tired of scheming and tired of being her because I am enough, I was always enough.
The End.
*Gladys Modiba
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