My strange addiction (repub and continued)

Pie

~ Dean's POV ~

I sat there for a second and just flipped through the channels inside my mind. Images that appear, grazing each memory. Sammy, Dad, Mom, Bobby. But what caught my eye was this blue flash. The beautiful blue gems and the deep black hair. The crisp beige coat and deep blue tie to highlight his sweet but firm look. Normally I wouldn't let my guard down like this to let my mind wonder and give in to my desires. To the seductive figure of him. I can't get my mind off him, from him. I must have looked scared or somehow worried at the long-haired brunette who stood tall at my door.

"Dean? Are you okay?" He gently questioned the look on my face.

"Uh, yeah, I'm fine." I responded with a reassuring look and grabbed my left forearm.

He scoffed and replied sarcastically, "Yes. Okay."

I gave him my bitch face, "Sammy, I'm fine. Did you take it all?"

"Yes, I got the meat and the other essentials."

I looked at him and rolled his eyes: "You forgot the pie, didn't you?"

He looked down and smiled "yeah, I forgot the pie.Sorry."

I touched the bridge of my nose getting a little annoyed, "Damnit Sammy, how do you forget the pie?"

He shrugged: "Everything else is in the kitchen."

He walked away and I sat there for a second. I got up and closed my door, making sure to close it behind me. I walked into my closet and decided to change into a different shirt. I looked through my clothes and found a short-sleeved black shirt. I took off my shirt and changed into the new soft shirt that I just chose. But I looked at my arm and thought of excuses to say if Sammy or someone else was asking. I went hunting and a vampire scratched me. No, that's silly. I was hunting a demon and I fell. No, it is worse. I put my head down and looked at the ground. Can I only wear one jacket? As long as I don't take it off. I picked up my favorite green jacket. I slid it, but felt the cloth brush against my cuts. I winced. I took off my jacket and walked to my bed and put the jacket on my bed. I leaned over and got under my bed, grabbed my emergency medicine kit and put it on my bed. I sat next to my bed and opened the kit and grabbed the gauze. I started to finish my forearm trying not to be long. I finished wrapping my arm and put the gauze in the kit and slid it under my bed. I got up and slipped my right arm into my jacket and then my left and walked to my mirror and pinned my neck and looked at myself. I felt a feeling of hatred floating on the surface of my mind as I looked at my figure. He hated what he saw. I looked away in pure disgust and walked to my door. I unlocked it and went down the hall and looked for Sammy. Any. Just empty hallways and silence. I closed the door behind me and headed for the kitchen. I saw white plastic bags full of groceries. We now have a kitchen. I can make real Sammy food and not rabbit food. I started pulling things out of the bags and I guess Sammy forgot one of his bags because there were bottles of Australian women's shampoo and conditioner. I couldn't help but laugh and put them aside. I dug and grabbed what I needed and set them aside. I put everything else in the fridge. I looked around and there was no cake. Dammit. I took the empanadas and put them on the grill. I turned around to see the dark black hair and beautiful blue eyes of the short man she adores. I looked at him with a smile.

"Hey Cas, where have you been?" I asked it.

He replied in an annoyed tone: "There was a problem with Balthasar and he managed to go back and avoid World War I. But somehow you and Sam were not affected." He acted as if that was a normal Tuesday for the three of them..

I let a small smile creep across my face: "I'm glad you're back."

He apologized: "I'm sorry, but I can't stay long, I haven't fixed it yet. Oh yeah, I have something for you."

He reached behind him and revealed a triangular plastic container with a single piece of cake.

I smiled and looked up: "Thank you ..."

Cas disappeared even before he thanked him. I smiled at the thought of him. The thought of the man I adore.

This was short too, but I think these chapters will only be so long. Sorry for the inconvenience. Please give me feedback and suggestions!