Rewrite! Technoblade never dies! Or does he?

4 • Wilbur..

Tw // self harm, alcohol

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4 months after Kristen died Phil was still drinking. He was a happy drunk, always making jokes and laughing at the smallest things. But my favorite thing was he would let me have bottles of alcohol. Wil wasn't a huge fan of alcohol but sometimes he would drink to.

I found out about self harm from school. I was told to slit my wrists. After weeks of this treatment I felt like I had to try it at least once. I grabbed Phil's razor and took the blade out. Rolling up my sleeve I pushed the blade down a bit before swiping it across. It wasn't the worst? Then Wil walked in..

Wil never really was the smartest person, he never could connect the dots on the situation. "PHIL? DAVE IS BLEEDING!" I guess this was one of the times. It wasn't long before Phil sat me down with the blade on the table in front of me. I had bandaids all over my arm.

The talk was long, but it did result in the sharp stuff being taken or put up where I can't reach. Wilbur and I got into a fight after the talk.

That was the first time I ever hit someone and it won't be the last.

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