11 • Why am I like this

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Tw // sh, smoking, alcohol, suicide attempt

As I sat quietly in my room puffing on my vape the thought that I could just try again came into my head. Why not, I have nothing to lose.

I got up a thought how I could do this. There's a 24 hour Walmart down the street that could have rope, or the bridge a couple miles away, the pills on my nightstand, razors in the bathroom. All good options but if I left the house Tommy was sure to follow so that wasn't an option. Maybe a mix of the last 2 options would be best. And with that I grabbed my pills and locked my room door before heading to the bathroom connected to my room.

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