𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢 𝐱 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐞 (𝐁𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮)

˜"*°•.˜"*°• 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 •°*"˜.•°*"˜

Time skip a week later 6:30 AM: 

Sanemi's POV: 

The sun started shinning, spreading it's light across the kingdom. I woke up exactly at 6:30 AM like I do every single day. I have my own bathroom, so I decided to take a shower. As I entered the shower I opened water to it's coldest degree. The water was coming down my body my hair dripping small water drops. when I was younger I used to flinch at the coldness of water, cold water used to be one of the things I hate and I'm scared of. I always made sure that the water that will reach me is only a warm water. I remember shedding hot tears if cold water touched my skin because I was so sensitive and easily get sick. 

I closed my eyes and lowered my head, no matter how much I do, no matter how strong I am sometimes I feel like the pain will kill me if I don't give in a bit. And sometimes I have that childish thought, a silly question but god it bothers me, I have a question, am I allowed to feel warmth again? can I to be held again? Sometimes I have that ridiculous thought of me being loved. For a while I forgot about those thoughts, for a while I never paid attention, for years I never needed anything from anyone. 

I hit the wall with my fist, I'm angry, I'm frustrated. Her, that woman Kocho Kanae. H-her touch is different, it's so gentle and warm.....I'm angry because for some damn reason I feel like I want to hold her hands again, to feel the warmth of her skin. I'm so damn angry because she reminded how a simple touch feels.  

I completed my shower, wore my uniform, dried my hair and wore my gloves then I decided to take a tour around the castle since I didn't get to do so for the past week, getting familiar with the castle is always beneficial not to mention that spoiled brat is still sleeping so I can have sometime without her. 

"this castle is huge. But it seems that I was right the castle does follow a specific pattern of flowers and butterflies." I mumbled to myself but then I stopped when I heard some of the maids talking and what kept me standing is their mention of the spoiled princess. 

"honestly I don't even know why the royal family kept her." Maid one said

"I know but admit it girls hate her out of jealousy since she is such a beauty" Maid two admitted

"She is the cursed goddess of the royal family" the third one implied. 

'why are they talking shit about her ?' I thought 

"although she is beautiful I really dislike her because she act all nice and kind but I'm sure she is an arrogant person, you can tell by the amount of the fine, rich men that asked her hand in marriage for silly reasons" Main one mumbled. 

"Yeah and she doesn't accept anything from anyone, no matter what it is" Maid two replied while cleaning the table. 

"god she is just a burden I bet her father kept her because of her face" Maid three then stated. 

As much as I hate that spoiled brat, I got very annoyed and I had that feeling inside of me that I wanted to defend her. 

"I never knew the job of maids was to talk bullshit about their masters ? My spoiled brat, princess Kanae is your master !! imagine how much fun it would be to tell her father about what I just heard ? I bet if I did then I'll have so much fun watching all three of you getting kicked from your jobs" I said with a strict cold tone. The maids turned around, they were shaking and then they started apologising. that spoiled brat have moved something in me, her smile was, I don't know beautiful or something ? that's why when I remembered it I couldn't stand still. Since I'm here then I'll make it clear that I'm the only one who is allowed to talk shit about her. I hate hearing innocent people being insulted for nothing by pathetic people.