Being hidden from public is a lot of hard work. I always want to hold his hand, kiss him, hug him, or wrap my arm around him without getting in trouble. According to management being homosexual is a bad thing. I couldn't care less, but also being homosexual could put my career at risk. I don't want fans to stop loving us just because of my careless mistake. I'm not saying that being gay is a mistake. It's just that fans look up to us and I don't want that to stop. Being in a very successful boy band is stressing when it comes to relationships. People always expect us to date to most gorgeous model out there. But what if the one you love is a guy? One of the band members? What if that band member loves you back? I want to scream it out to the world, mention it on interviews, post it on Instagram or Twitter, but I can't. We are hidden, or 'in the closet' as others might say. If I can't scream it out to the world, might as well write it here. I am in love with Niall Horan. Always have, always will be.
Love H x
((Well hello there! Long time no talk! How are you all doing? I hope you all are feeling amazing! This one is hella short, but I actually enjoyed writing it. Anyways, vote, comment! Want a personally imagine? Don't hesitate on messaging me! I love you all so much!
- All The Love, M x
