It wasn't a secret that I was dating Niall. It wasn't a secret that I have broken up with him either.. Well, him with me. I messed up. I let him go. I shouldn't have hurt him.
Today we have an interview, and I'm not looking forward to it. I mean, I would do anything for the fans, I just don't want him to see me heartbroken.
As Lou is doing my hair, she speaks up. "You're awfully quiet today." "Yeah." I rub my upper arm. "I mean, Im just overthinking events that might happen in this interview. I'm afraid." I see her frown. "Are you afraid of the questions they might ask about you and Ni..?" She says slowly. I hesitate on answering. "Well, yeah, also I can't stand him seeing me.." I motion to myself. "Like this." She nods and pats my back. "You'll be okay, Harry." She smiles reassuringly and walks out my dressing room. I stand up and look at myself in the mirror. I haven't stopped crying since he called it quits, and I haven't been able to actually sleep. I button up the last button on my shirt before walking out. I spot Liam walking towards my dressing room. He smiles before speaking. "We go on in a minute, you ready?" I nod and walk next to him. We walk in silence, being too caught up in my thoughts to actually talk. We walk into the room where the interview is being held. I take my assigned seat and Liam does the same. Shortly after, Niall and Louis walk in. I look down as Niall approaches the couch and takes a seat next to me. The theme song for the show starts and our interviewer walks in. She smiles at all of us and takes a seat. "Good morning, America! Today we have some special guests, One Direction!" She turns to look at us. "How are you all?" She asks. We all reply with a nod and a 'fine'. "I've heard the release of your album has been very successful! How do you feel about the fans reactions to the new album?" "We are absolutely ecstatic." Louis replies. "Our fans showed the love for the album by doing unbelievable projects to help promote it. We couldn't be anymore grateful on having such an outstanding fandom. Like we've said before, we wouldn't be here without them." He smiles. Our interviewer grins while nodding. "I'm going to change the subject a little bit. So now it is officially the first time all of you boys are single." My smile drops and I feel my stomach churn. Liam nods. "Yeah, we're all single men, now." She looks at me and I gulp. "You were dating band member Niall, correct?" I look at her blankly, unable to come up with a reply. "I-I-" I suddenly feel the urge to puke. I cover my mouth and stand up abruptly, quickly running off the stage and into the bathroom. I push open the door to a stall and kneel in front of the toilet. I hold a strong grip on the seat as I upchuck into it. I close my eyes as I try to catch my breath, wheezing in the process. I feel a hand on the small of my back. I jump, slightly frightened at his touch. I turn to look at him and he smiles down at me. "Hey.." He rubs my back. "Let it all out." He whispers. I groan and push myself back. He sits besides me and I look down. "How're you feeling?" He asks. I shrug and sigh. "Horrible." He nods. I bite my lip. We stay silent for a while until I finally decide to speak up. "Niall.. I-I just wanted to let you know that I.. That I.." I was at a loss of words. I felt tears brim my eyes and I couldn't hold them in anymore. I was crying in front of Niall. I probably look ridiculous right now. He did the unexpected, though. He wraps his arms tightly around my neck and pulls me towards him. My face hits his chest gently and I breathe in his scent. I continue crying in his chest as he rubs my back soothingly. "I-I love you so much Niall.. I haven't been able to sleep, and I have these moments where I just cry because I know you won't be mine anymore. N-Niall, you mean the world to me. You will always be my one and only. I will never find someone like you. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. No one will ever be as amazing as you are. I will never love someone as much as I love you. I just.. I-" I sob. I hear him sniffle and I look up at him. He looks at me. "I never stopped loving you either, Harry." He places both of his hands in my face and leans in. He presses his lips to mine. We kiss delicately, yet passionately. In this moment, I knew everything will be okay.
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A/N;
Im so sorry I haven't been updating. Lots of things have happened during these past days.. If you like this imagine, don't forget to vote, comment! If you want a personal imagine, don't hesitate on asking me. My inbox is always open. I love you all so much. I hope you're all fine. All the love as always, M xx
