Broken (On Hold)

Chapter 37

~~~Selena's P.O.V.~~~

On my way home I had came up with a way to tell Harry that I'm pregnant but now that I'm actually home I don't think I can do it. I feel as if everything I thought of, has somehow just vanished from my mind. Not am I only afraid that the kids isn't Harry's but I'm also afraid of his reaction. What if doesn't even want a kid, what if he freaks out and leaves. No, he can't leave. He's a great person and he won't leave..will he?

I shake my head trying to get these negative thought out of my mind. I need to think positive thoughts. What if the child is his, What if he's happy about the news. I sure hope so because if he's not then I'm in deep shit.

"Hey beautiful, how was your day?" Harry says as he approaches me.

"It was fine, yours?" I force a smile and hug him.

"Boring." He shruggs. "What have you been doing all day anyways?"

"Nothing really." I gulp as we sit down on his couch.

"Are you sure, you look a bit pale." He gives me a conserned look. I'm such a shitty liar.

"I'm fine, don't worry." I smile. "I'm just a bit hungry, that's all."

"That reminds me, I cooked something for you." Oh Harry, stop making this harder than it has to be.

"You did?"

"Yea, come on." He says and we go in the kitchen. "I made some tacos."

"I'm sure they're great and I can't wait to eat them but I...We have to talk." I nervously say.

"About?" He gives me a curious look.

"It's something very important but you have to promise me one thing before I tell you."

"I promise, now tell me." He says.

I take a deep breath and nervously look around the room, trying not to make any eye contact. "I'm pregnant."

I finally look at his face, trying to figure out how he feels but all I see is complete and utterly shock. "Harry."

"You..we..you?" He tries to find his words. "What?"

"Yea."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I went to the doctor today."

"Fuck." He says and starts to pace around the room.

"I..I shouldn't have told you..at least not yet." I say trying to hold my tears.

"No baby, don't cry." He steps in front of me.

"It's fine, I'll understand if you want to leave now."

"What?" He shakes his head and holds my hands. "I'm not going to leave you, not now or every. I'm just surprised...and happy, I guess."

"Really?"

"Yes, I mean I don't know shit about parenting but I'll still be here helping you." He gives me a small smile. "Maybe when he grows up I can tech him my ways with the ladies."

I chuckle and shake my head. "He? Who said she was going to be a he."

"If it's a she the she better stay away from the guys because if not then I'll make sure of it."

"So this is really happening." I sight. "We're having a baby."

"Yes, we're having a baby." He smiles and kisses me.

"Just promise me something."

"What is it?"

"Don't leave. I don't think I could handle it." My voice cracks.