*Kellin's POV 12 days ago*
I walked into the local library I've never been to, a bag full of grocery in my hand. I was hoping they would have computers so I could use the internet real quick but as I looked around I could only see lots and lots of shelves of books.
"Hello, are you searching for anything specific?" I heard a voice behind me say. I turned around just to see a boy, probably my age, standing there with his eyebrows raised.
"I, yeah, do you happen to have any computers I could use in here?" I asked and he just nodded with a small smile.
"We sure do, they're just behind the last bookself, come on, I'll show you where." He motioned for me to follow him and so I did. We walked past all the books, then turned right and sure enough, there was at least seven computers lined next to each other on tables. The boy turned around to face me and smiled again.
"Here they are, you're welcome to spend here as much time as you want." He said and I nodded.
"Okay, thank you for helping me out."
"Oh, it was my pleasure. Anyway, if you needed anything else I'll be around here somewhere...uhm, what was your name again?" He furrowed his eyebrows as if he was trying to remember.
"I never told you my name." I pointed out. "I'm Kellin, and you are?"
"Most of my friends call me sex-god but you can call me Justin if you want." He smirked and I laughed at his joke a little.
"Yeah, I think I'll stick with Justin." I told him.
"Do as you want. I'll go now but as I said, if you needed me I'll be around." He smiled and walked off.
I placed my bag on the ground and sat at one of the chairs, bringing the computer to life. I immediately began doing my research on drug addictions and drugs in general. I found a lot of useless shit but some of the information that I was going to need later I wrote on a piece of paper I found on the table.
"That sure is a questionable topic to search out in a library." Of course Justin had to appear just when I typed 'how to deal with a drug addiction' into google. I turned around to see him standing behind me with his arms folded across his chest.
"It's not, I'm not...I mean, m-my friend's got a problem and I just want to help him." I said truthfully, sighing at the end. I just hoped Vic was alright while I was gone. I watched Justin's face soften and he sat on a chair next to me.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I just thought you were addicted to...never mind, I can tell you some stuff that might help him, I've dealt with this shit before so..."
"Really? Okay, bring it on." I told him and he just nodded, taking a deep breath before he started speaking.
"Alright, well, first of all, you gotta support him and let him know that he's not in this alone..." We talked for maybe next fifteen minutes before I finally decided I knew everything I needed.
"Well, thank you so much for telling me all this." I smiled and he returned it.
"It's alright, I'm glad I could help you." There was, however, something that couldn't leave my mind the whole time he spoke, where did he learn all that stuff?
"Yeah, right. Before I go, can I ask you where did you find out about all this?" I asked curiously. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, clearing his throat. "I mean, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to, I'm okay with it." I assured him.
"Nah, it's fine, I just don't talk about it much. Anyway, my friend was an addict but I was there for him through it all and helped him when he needed me and that's about it." That didn't really explain why he was so nervous when I asked him the question.
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Who Will Fix Me Now? (Kellic)
FanfictionKellin starts seeing a therapist after a tragedy that had happened in his life. The story is basically about Kellin telling his story to the therapist. I'm not good with descriptions so just read the story :) If you'd like to read a Spanish version...