*5 years later*
"Babe? You ready to go?" Justin's voice sounded from downstairs, startling me a little. I quickly put on my jeans and jacket and sprinted down the stairs to see Justin standing there, waiting for me.
"I'm ready." I announced and he smiled, taking my hand and leading me out of the house towards his car. We got in, Justin started the vehicle and pulled out of our driveway.
As you can tell, a lot of stuff has happened in the past 5 years. For example, me and Justin were now dating. He asked me out about 2 months after Vic's death and we've been together since. Justin also quit his job soon after that and we moved to LA together. We didn't really have much money and so Justin found himself a new job and I got a job at a local bar with live music and sang there three nights of the week.
Six months later, a music producent noticed me and offered me a position as a singer in a new band called Sleeping with Sirens. I took his offer and suggested Justin as a bass player. Soon after, we played our first gig and everything had been going alright from there.
"How are you feeling?" Justin asked and turned to me with a concerned look on his face. I shrugged and he looked back at the road.
"Just like every year." I mumbled, sinking into the seat and Justin nodded. Silence filled the car and I just stared out of the window before I felt Justin's hand touch my own and lace our fingers together. I smiled softly as his thumb began smoothing mine.
I wasn't normally like this, though, it was just that every year around this time, I fell into some type of sadness. It was because five years ago from today, Vic had passed away and it always put me into bad mood. I was glad that Justin understood, though, and supported me.
After a two hours long drive, we finally arrived to the cemetery and got out of the car. Justin walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me into a hug. I rested my chin on his shoulder and sighed.
"Do you want me to go with you?" He whispered into my ear and I pulled away a little so he still had his arms around my waist.
"I think I'll go alone." I told him and he nodded, letting me go. I shot him a smile and began walking towards the place I haven't been to in a whole year. The weather was pretty weird today, the sun was nowhere to be seen and the sky was just a dull grey color. Soon enough I reached the familiar grave and sat down cross-legged.
"Hey." I greeted him. "It's been a while, huh?" I smile a little. I thought that if anyone was to see me there, talking to a stone, they would think I was fucking nuts.
"How have you been?" I asked and as I recieved nothing but silence, I shook my head with a laugh. "Why do I always ask that?" I whispered to myself.
"Anyway, I've been pretty much alright. Me and Justin are doing great, he would have came here too but I wanted to be alone with you today." I smiled.
"I miss you, you know? I miss my best friend. I just hope you're alright up there." I sat there for a while longer, eventually checking the time and standing up.
"Kellin, you forgot this in the car." I hear Justin's voice and turn around to see him holding a bouquet of colorful tulips.
"Oh shit, right. Thank you." I press a kiss to his cheek and take the flowers from his arms. I put them on Vic's grave and step back a little.
"I'll have to go now, Vic, we have a gig later tonight and we have to be there in like three hours." I told him. "I love you and I'll be back as soon as I can, alright?" I wait a little while before I press a kiss to the palm of my hand and place it on the stone. "Bye." I smile one last time and turn to Justin.
"Bye, Vic." He says and I take his hand in mine as we head back to the car.
*****
Later that night, I stepped into our house with Justin in the row. He closed the door and locked it behind him before he spun me around and pressed his lips into mine. I couldn't help but giggle as he moved his lips to my cheek, then nose, then forehead, placing kisses all over my face.
"I've got a surprise for you." He whispered and led me to our living room. He flicked the lights on and I gasped as I saw the floor was covered in rose petals and there were loads of pillows and blankets sprawled on the floor in front of the TV.
"When did you even prepare this?" I asked and he shrugged.
"While you were getting ready this morning, you take a shitload of time." He laughed, causing me to roll my eyes at him. "Do you like it?" He asked with a smile and I just nodded, pulling him into me for a kiss.
"It's perfect." I bit my lip and looked at him sweetly.
"It's not everything, though." He said and before I could process what was happening, he dropped on one knee in front of me and pulled out a small box from his pocket. My eyes went wide and I placed my hands over my mouth in shock.
"Holy shit." I exclaimed. He laughed and opened the little red box, revealing a beautiful, yet simple black ring.
"Kellin, will you make me the happiest motherfucker in the whole world and marry me?" He asked and I nodded furiously before kneeling down as well and pressing our lips together. I locked my hands around his neck, capturing his bottom lip with my teeth. His hand landed on my hip before he pushed me down onto the blankets. He then pulled away, straddling my waist. I sat up with him still in my lap as he took my hand in his and slipped the ring on my finger, kissing my knuckles softly.
"How does a movie sound?" He sent me a smile.
"Just perfect." I told him and he went to place some movie in the DVD player before he joined me on the blanket once again. He rested his head on a pillow and I lay on his chest, occasionaly placing kisses wherever I pleased.
"I love you so much." He said, rubbing his hand up and down my arm. I smiled up at him and pecked his lips.
"I love you too." I couldn't stop smiling.
I was so happy at that moment, I was on the fucking cloud nine and couldn't help but think about Vic. I had to think about what my life would be like if Vic hadn't died. Maybe it would've been Vic lying on the floor, cuddling with me. Maybe it would've been Vic who I was going to marry.
But it wasn't.
It was Justin. It was Justin lying on the floor and cuddling with me and it was Justin who I was going to marry. And it was okay, because deep down I had a feeling Vic would have wanted it to be this way.
I was so fucking happy.
*****
Sooooooo, it's offically the end, I hope you enjoyed it! I appreciate your votes, comments and I love everyone who took their time to read this :) you guys are the best!
Time for a couple of fun facts:
1) This is the only story of mine which was written in three different states; France, Luxemburg and Czech republicAnd
2) I'm pretty sure that this is the first story of mine that made me cry
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