Lizzie's POV It's 5am and I am helping Marissa load her car with our stuff. She is dropping Cameron and I at our cooking class then taking us to Alton towers. Once the last bag is in the car I go back to the room. When I go back to the room I see cami sitting on the couch and I here her soft whimpers. "Princess. What's wrong are you okay?" She lifts her head and runs to me. I pick her up. "I thought you left me. I woke up and you were gone." I rub her back. "Hey shhh. I wouldn't do that. I was just helping Marissa load the car." She hasn't stop crying. "What brought this on, princess?" She hugs me tighter. "N-no reason." I rock her a little bit. "Let's get dressed okay? Then we can go down stairs for breakfast." She nods. We get up and get dressed.
"Hey it's Marissa are you guys coming for breakfast?" We hear through the door. "Yes we're coming now." I say walking out of the door. Cameron follows behind her eyes still puffy from crying. "What's wrong with cami?" Marissa whispers to me. "She thought I left her. She woke up without me there and panicked." She frowns. "It happened with Jayne. That's why. She left her in the morning no note, disappeared without a trace. It broke her heart she never trusted anyone after that. She also thinks she isn't good enough for you which has added a lot more on her." It makes me sad to hear many people say Cameron thinks she isn't good enough for me. We get down stairs and get some breakfast. But Cameron just plays with her food. "Why don't you eat some food instead of playing with it?" I tell her. She pushes her plate away. "Not hungry." She reply's with. She stands up and leaves the building. Marissa and I share a look. "She has done this before. Please make sure she eats something, even if it's something little. Last time it lead to an ED which wasn't fun." I nod. We meet Cameron outside. "The cooking class has got cancelled so we can just go to Alton towers." She says. I nod and we get into Marissa's car. Cameron sits in the back with the stuff and I sit in front next to Marissa. With the crying she had done she fell asleep almost instantly. Within 10 minuets into the drive we get stuck in traffic. "Has she ever felt like this?" Marissa asked me.
"Yes. There has multiple occasions actually. She has felt so self conscious and it hurts me. She thinks she isn't good enough for me when she is. She's everything I wanted and even more. She- she doesn't see herself in my eyes. I see a beautiful, strong independent woman. But she sees a ugly, fat, useless little girl." I start to cry.
Your POV I was 'asleep' in the car and I felt us coming to a stop. I heard Lizzie and Marissa talking and Lizzie started to cry because I don't love myself the way she loves me. I feel bad. "I'm sorry." I say my voice breaking as tears swell in my eyes. She looks back at me. "No need to be sorry, baby. It just hurts me to see you cry and not love yourself." I take off my seat belt and hug her. "You guys are making me feel single. Let me pull over so you and Lizzie can sit next to you." Marissa says. Lizzie climbs in the back with me and cuddles me. Marissa turns on the radio and puts on her beloved Taylor swift CD.
We drive for 5 hours and then arrive at Alton towers. We check into the hotel and explore the room. "A DINOSAUR!" I scream. Lizzie laughs at my child like scream. "Didn't you book the room?" She asks laughing. "Yes but I selected random." She hugs me. "Your such a child.And I love it." She kisses me. "Let's get to bed. I'm tired." I say. She nods and we fall asleep. The next day we wake up and get dressed. "What are we going to do first?" Lizzie asked. "We could go on teacups or thirteen." She laughs at the teacups. "Why don't we go on thirteen." I nod. We walk to thirteen hand in hand. We get straight onto the ride. After the ride Lizzie loved it. Apart from the part where it dropped. "That was fun. Where to next?" I think. "Oblivion." We go to oblivion and Lizzie loved it but I HATED it. "I heard about the smiler wanna go on that?" She says. I nod and we walk to the smiler. We ride it and get carried away in the gift shop.
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