Will I Ever? [Z.M] *On Hold*

Chapter 8

Alexandria POV

"What was I doing? Why was I kissing Zayn? Why did it feel so right? Why were his lips so soft? Why was I enjoying it?" I was questioning myself. I tugged on his hair a bit. My mind isn't where it should be. My mind is else where, it's like dancing in heaven.

I heard him moan. I smirked at myself. "I can't believe I made zayn moan. I can't believe this is going on right now." I thought. "I was in a closet with the boy that I hated and we are making out. What the fuck has come over me. Alexa get your mind together right now." I continued to think.

Suddenly he stopped. I whimpered from the lost if contact. He smirked and said "time is up love". With that he left. I stood there confused not understanding what the fuck happened. I was left in a dark closet confused,frustrated, and sad. After about 3 minutes I left the closet. I decide not to go back to the game. I didn't want to see zayns face nor did I want to see Rose.

I went upstairs and decide to go to one of the rooms that was empty. I laid on the bed and then I grabbed my phone and started to text people and go on my snapchat to see if anyone posted a story. I saw both Harley's and Dianna's snap story. Both clearly about the party. I sighed while watching it. They both seem to be having fun.

I decide to just get off of my snapchat and then I went on Instagram and of coarse there are pictures of this party as well. "Is everywhere I look gonna be about this party!" I groans with frustration.

The door opened and I saw Harley kissing some dude. "HARLEY!" I said. She looked at me with a surprised expression. "What the fuck are you doing?!" I started to scream at her. She didn't answer me back , she just looked down to the floor. "Answer me Harley!" I shouted to her.

"We weren't doing anything Alexa. There's no problem here. Loosen up a bit." She told me calmly. I rolled my eyes, I just walked out of the room. I didn't want to be here anymore.

I was heading towards Harley's car when rose bumped into me. "Great" I thought, can god give me a break. "Hi Alexa. what do you think about this party. oh nevermind I don't care about what you think" she said while laughing.

I walked away from her before I could do something I would regret. I went outside and started to walk down the block. my phone starts to go crazy. I looke down at my phone and it's Dianna and Harley texting me. I ignore there texts and kept on walking.

I was so cold and I forgot to get my jacket. I crossed my arms and kept on walking. I decide to walk on the road because why not. I feel like someone is watching me while I walked but I push it aside.

Harley POV

"Fuck" I thought. I left the room right after Alexa did. "I was only having fun. I don't know why she's freaking out. It's not like I fucked the guy" I thought to myself.

I went downstairs trying to look for her. I even texted Zayn and his two friends. Then as I finish texting Liam, Dianna decided to call me. she was scared, she could find Alexa and she was starting to have a panic attack. Luckily I found her and took her outside.

We walked around a bit and after a while we could find her. "where the fuck did this bitch go. It's like she disappear. We texted and called her but she won't answer" I said.

Dianna and I sat on the steps hoping Alexa would text me or Dianna. Dianna and I both heard sirens and decide to leave. We both knew that the police were coming and we didn't want to stay around for that. We got in my car and drove off. Dianna kept her eyes on the road and side walks looking for Alexa but there was nothing.

I had a bad feeling. A really bad feeling.