Will I Ever? [Z.M] *On Hold*

Chapter 10 contuination

Alexandria POV

As I walked into Harley's room I saw that they were both busy. Dianna was on the phone with what seems like a boy. She seems so happy. I start to smile at her. I'm happy she's breaking out of her shell a bit. Dianna quickly got up and she said she had to go to the library. I said my goodbyes to her and then I hugged her.

Now it's just Harley and I. she looks at he intently. "What?" I said to her. she contuines to stare at me.

"So are you gonna tell me what the fuck happened. Hmm lexa!" She yelled at me.

"Just drop it already! Dammit i don't want to relive that shit." I yelled back at her.

"I'm gonna find out either way lexa" she said to me more calmly.

"Fine then you find out then because I dont wanna tell you. I can't" I said as tears start to form in my eyes. I hate that I can't tell Harley. I tell her everything and this is hurting me. But I don't want her to think badly of me or blame herself.

This isn't fine at all. Harley sees me crying. She gets up and comes to hug me. "I'm sorry lexa" she said calmly. I hug her back and let all my tears go.

After a couple of minutes I break the hug because my phone was ringing nonstop. I groan while wiping my eyes. I looked like a mess.

So I finally decide to check my phone. They were just texts from my friends and people I know. I studied all the text and saw that there were two texts that popped out to me.

One text was from zayn. He was worried about me. He repeatedly spammed up my phone.

The other text was from my Ex jack. I cringed at his name. I hated him. I detest him. He treated me so badly and he cheated on me multiply times.

He texted me "hey" and asked if we could meet up. I didn't respond to the text. I only looked at them.

I decided to reply back to zayn. My body was telling me no while my heart was telling me yes. I sighed and I told him that I was ok and there was nothing for him to worry about.

He replied rather quickly. He actually sound relived that I was ok.

We texted back and forth for about 3 hours. But after a bit I got tired and I texted him good bye in which his response was good night love 💕. My heart couldn't take that. I'm so confused about these feeling.

Right before I was going to fall asleep on Harley's bed my iMessage blew up with rage texts from Jack. He was so mad. I was so scared.