The New Start

What Do You Want Alex?

Lisi's P.O.V

I rolled back the privacy curtains from my bed and stretched. I wonder what Alex is doing at the moment...

Most people came back only his bed is still unoccupided. OH GOD. It's 7:30!!! I forgot, what if he's still not there, I know where thye Science lab is right?? It's right beside the cafeteria so if any gas leaks out it'll go in our food..... lol,sorry I just was surprised there was one fault in this prestigeous school.

I ran outside.

Oh please oh please make him stil be in there pleaeeeaaaaaaassseeeeeeeeeeeee........

I ran down the stairs instead of going the elevator.

(didn't want to wait in them )

I reached the cafeteria in about 10 minutes of jogging I felt like my lungs were on fire. I tried to calm down. I opened the science lab door with the little strength I had. 15 more minutes , until the curfew..

And I'll get in big trouble if I get caught,,,,,,Not only with the teacher who catches me, then my dad, then my brothers then...

Okay but before we think of the conciquences I have to find alex he probably isn't down here, he doesn't realy like my so why wait for me like those mangas always make men that are in love do.. But he isn't in love so.. He probably forgot about me..

I felt tears prick my eyelids I'm still in love with him... hat's what I hate about myself I can never get over him.. He was my first actual love...

My first meaningful kiss... I bit my lip and forced a smile like I usually do... I remember my birth mother telling me:

'Lisi pretend to be happy, it'll make everyone less worried for you,'

Because I had a hole in my heart before and I was always crying and being depressed but when I got a little happy.. It went away.

Sad story for later on....

I saw a guy slumped on the wall, illuminated by the light from the window right beside him. I ran over to him. Black hair, perfect lips and face.. yep it's Alex. He was sleeping and I saw dried tears on his face... For what?

I touched his face then cradeled his face in my hands. I looked at his perfect, kissable lips ... Maybe one last time.. I lent over to kiss him when his eyes opened suddenly. In shock I let g of him and stumbled back. He blushed and then stretched. He then smiled.

'' Why so late?''

''I forgot...''

''Oh... um.. I just wanted to tell you why you saw what you saw...''

''Um, what?' 'I pretended to be dumb about it.

He looked at me like 'are you serious?' and contineued.

'' I'm really sorry... I didn't... I wasn't really used to having a girlfriend, and my life was just crazy okay? I was helping out Samantha because she was my bestfriend and I was trying to get a job.. but then she told me that she was only doing it and dragging me in to try and steal me away from you, then she begged me to kiss her for the last time, when was the first time I don't know, I was trying to get up, struggeling, but she held me down and kissed me.Then my 'instincs' or whatever kicked in because I didn't really kiss anyone for a long time and.. I don't know.. then you walked in after I was trying to pull away from the kiss and you screamed and I used all my force not even trying to hurt her because she was a girl and... I'm really sorry lisi, you were my lucky charm, right after you left me Oreo died, my mother was put in the mental institution and the money went downhill.. our mother PAYED for me to be here, that's why I'm making the best of it, I-I still love you Lisi, without you , without knowing you were still alive, I don't know if I would be still on this earth, please get back to me please,''

Tears flooded in my eyes but I lifted my head, and spoke the horrifying word.

''No.''

a/n: sorry about this short chapter !! Promise the other one will have more good content in it, keep on reading I love ya'll :) ^-^

p.s.: the image is like practically what Alex and Lisi are like, the manga is 'say I love you' my favorite yea... and also btw Alex changed his hairstyle, Idon't think I can put this in the book bc likee how am I supposed to say that? ou know what nevermind I'll put it in, SOMETIMES I NEED TO SHUT UP.. ahh.. now I'm to lazy to take that part oh well , bye guys and keep on readin.