The Owl House and Amphibia oneshots

-+What a mess+- Pt.2

~...^Luz's POV^...~

I dashed out of the bathroom not sure where to run to, where would she have gone? Would she have left school? No no that's not like Amity...or..maybe she thinks I wouldn't think that..like reverse psychology..she does that a lot..

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STOP PROCRASTINATING

My feet steadily rushed me out of the school, and I swore not far in the distance I saw lavender hair stick out from the side of the bleachers...is she under the bleachers?.. no harm in checking

I jogged up, slowing my pace the closer I got, eventually walking so slowly to where I was barely making a sound, I didn't mean to, I just..didn't want to run up to her face and scare her, or have her run again..

!Small bits of cursing, nothing major tho, and a bit of a mental breakdown, including small self hitting!

"Damnit Amity! You couldn't c-control yourself for five seconds! Now they think your even more of a loser than before!" Amity yelled at herself... did she always feel this way...how? She's..Amity! She's the coolest person ever...

Before I realized I heard a thumping like thud? And a sound I assumed was her sliding down the wall, sobbing uncontrollably

The next thing I knew I sped up toward where I heard Amity's voice sliding in front of her on the gravel on my knees grabbing her hand from the soon to be hit against her head..

She immediately looked up at me her eyes filled with tears half falling and the others right on the verge

She threw her head down sobbing, again trying to cause harm to her head

I'm glad that this moment in time I was actually to feel strength in my arms, being able to stop her made me feel a lot better..

But instead of just holding her there I slowly moved forward gently letting go of her hands, she letting one more much softer hit be planted on her head
I wrapped her in my arms tucking my knees underneath her legs, the wrapped entire body around me, including her legs around my waist, sobbing into my shirt

I could feel the tears soak into my cloak my I didn't mind it.. knowing she felt safe crying onto me made me only hold her tighter..

After about 5 or so minutes she calmed down, her grip relaxed and she now lied calmly in my arms snuggling her head into my shoulder.. I knew this wasn't the time but I could help but feel my face warm up

"Amity.." I spoke quietly almost as quiet as a whisper

"..."

"If you want to talk about it we can..but if you need some more time thats ok too.." I held her tighter feeling her body become less and less tense against me

"I...I just don't want you to hate me... I don't want you to get rid of me because of this..I-..I'm sorry Luz..really" She huffed out her voice breaking at certain points.

I pulled back from the hug slowly, much to her dismay.

"Amity I could never hate you! Who would! You the smartest prettiest most daring person I've met, you always put others before yourself and are always there for others, you have you mind set on everything and keep everyone's feelings in mind!..plus..if you didn't like the...uhm..kiss that much then I'm sorry.." I spoke quickly and stupidly, letting my words just slip and as I said the last part my head tilted down and my face warmed in embarrassment

"W-what! What do you mean 'didn't like it'? If I didn't like it I wouldn't have kissed you twice!, I liked it so much that every time I look at you I want to do it again!- w-wait! I mean! Uhm!...mmmm.." her whole body heated up as she spoke, her body tensed and she panicked