Shhh! It's a secret...

Chapter 4

I woke up in my bed with Demi lying next to me, stealing all the duvet. She has always done that since I was little I used to wake up without something covering me. I slid out of bed and felt dizzy probably from the blood I lost last night. I also had a headaches and remembered exactly what happened last night. I decided I was just going to act sick the whole of today that way I can sleep in and I won't have to eat because I can say my stomach is still aching. I lifted up my phone from the beside table and saw I had a new message from a blocked ID. I opened it and it said:
Blocked ID
Just thought I'd remind you of what a fat freak you are... I heard your sister is visiting, I feel so sorry for her I mean you are a burden to your whole family. Don't forget to not eat today, I see the fat rolls when you walk through the corridors...ewww I just gagged thinking about it. Anyway don't come back to school you fat worthless pig, no one likes you and we would all appreciate if you were dead.
From the only person that tells you the truth, Jennifer.
A tear rolled down my cheek, what did I ever do to them.
I looked at the time and it was 10:30am. I guess Demi let me skip school after what happened last night. I got back in bed and pretended to be asleep so Demi wouldn't talk to me about last night when she woke up. I was thinking about everything bad that was ever said to me, I mean if more than a few people say these things to me they must be true, why would people lie about those things.
She was right I had huge fat rolls. Maybe everyone would be better off if I killed myself.

I could feel my eyelids getting heavier and heavier as I drifted off into deep sleep.

Demi's POV:
I woke up around 11:30am and turned around to see Emily sleeping all huddled up in a ball. I realized she was cold because I stole the duvet, damn I've been doing that since she was little. I got out of bed and covered her. I then went downstairs and made myself a cup of coffee and breakfast. My phone started ringing but I couldn't remember where I left it. It turns out it was stuck in between the pillows of the couch. I looked at the caller ID and I smile lit up across my face. It was Wilmer. The love of my life and one of the few people that kept me going through recovery. He was one of the only people who believed in me.
Phone call: D - Demi and W - Wilmer
D: Hey Baby
W: Hello Hermosa, how are you on this beautiful morning?
D: Amazing now that I hear your voice.
W: Babe, I've spoken to your parents and they said it's fine if I stayed there as long as you know...I sleep on the couch...because of what happened last time. So I've booked a flight and it leaves in 20 minutes.
D: Oh my gosh, you are fucking amazing I can't wait to see you must I come fetch you?
W: Nope I've got it all figured out I will see you at 3pm. I love you Hermosa.
D: Have a safe flight. I love you so much. Mwah!

I hung up and sat down on the patio, the weather was perfect and I was just in a good mood. I was going to let Emily rest because I knew she was sick and she didn't get that much sleep last night.
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Emily's POV:
I woke up at around 2pm and got out of bed to get some water from downstairs. I fetched a bottle from the fridge and was about to walk upstairs was Demi called me from the living room. I walked in and Maddie was watching Mean Girls. Demi pulled me by the arm outside to the patio and made me sit on the bench.
"Emily was the heck is going on with you...you don't come out of your room and when you do u go straight back up to your room, mom called while you were sleeping and told me she got a call from the principal saying you ditch class often, and I can see you have lost a hell of a lot of weight since I last saw you, you know you can tell me anything right? Please just tell me, are you starving yourself and purging, I can hear your voice is raspy?" She said without taking a breath.
I confidently knew what my lie was going to be.
"What, oh my gosh Demi just because you were fucked up doesn't mean I am too, I'm just sick for fucks sake why can't you just believe me, my voice is raspy because my throat is sore and I've been coughing, I've had a headache and I haven't been eating because my tummy is too sore! Okay I don't know why you have to be like this, I've lost weight because I've been eating healthy and going to gym often because I was tired of being the fat one in the family. I'm not underweight I'm at a healthy weight okay!?" I screamed and stormed off to my room.
I heard her burst into tears and walk to her room slamming the door.

Demi's POV
I slammed my door, tears running down my cheeks as I paced in the room. I could feel a panic attack coming on. And my old demons were coming back. Look what you have done you just ruin everyone's moods, you made her feel like she's not a person you trust, who are you to judge when you are fat. Wilmer is going to break up with you soon, he will fall for a skinnier prettier girl, but you know we can help you if you just go in at bathroom and purge up those biscuits you hate not to long ago. And you know where your old blades are hidden, go fetch them, trust us we will make you a skinny pretty girl that all the guys will fall for. I listened to them I don't know why but I did I fetched my blades cello-taped to the bottom of my bed and then made my way to the bathroom. I started to run the bath and sat in it with the metal object in my hand about to press on my thigh. I was about to do it when I heard Wilmer's voice beside me, "Hermosa what are you doing to yourself, you are perfect and don't need to do it" I burst into hysterics as he lifted me out the bath and wrapped up in a towel he took my blade and flushed it down the toilet as I punched his body screaming at him for what he was doing. He grabbed my arms and hugged me tightly then carried me to my closet and got out my clothes to wear. I sat there in silence as he dressed me up. He then put me under the covers and lay next to me. Then I started to panic and told him not to mention this to anyone. He told me mom called him and said she won't be for another 2 days so that's when we will get that announcement. I just lay my head on his chest and slowly fell asleep.

A/N
Ohhhh I've got lots of new ideas. I hope you liked this. Please vote and comment what you thought. Also sorry if there are spelling mistakes its 2:10am 😂
Idk when I can update again but I will try as soon as possible I'm really busy and then I'm going away so I won't have wifi but I can try to find time tomorrow.💞