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Sometimes I feel these conflicting emotions
Which make me feel like I'm really worthless
I try to keep out all these little voices
Really, they are hurting my head with these noises .
They are not stopping!
Why won't they stop?!
Doubt is creeping.
Insecurities are leaking.
I'm supposed to be kinging,
What happened to me then.
Deception? Rejection? Depression?
It's all there.
The anxiety, the worry, the falling,
It's concerning.
I feel like I'm drowning
Trying to keep my head above the water
But I'm failing.
God help me!
God, I love You!
I need You!
I know it's been awhile
It's been pretty vile.
But I know only You can help me out of it.
I'm sorry for even thinking about it.
For letting it take over
And make me bend over.
It's just hard when you don't know where to go
I know all I'm left with is just letting go
And letting You take control.
I need to renew my mind
And keep it on You
'Cause I need that perfect peace more than anything now!!

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