The vacation

Chapter 32

LIAM POV
I smell food but I don't want to get up from my bed simply because if Laurel is cooking it I don't want to go down and see her it would just make me angry I hear my mother call me but I just ignore her and continue to listen to music specifically this Sam smith guy one of laurels fav artist I found myself relating to him although he is guy and all and at least he had wrote song about it and mad a hit I hear foot step and they get closer to my door then I hear my door being opened and I hear a voice and I realize it is a males voice saying get up so I ignore it them speaks again saying get my lazy ass up and at least eat I realize that it is my annoying brother Colin who eles would it be that wold anny the shit out of me. I sit up on my bed and look at Coiln witha annoyed look

Liam what te fuck do you want Colin

Colin mom and dad want you to get the hell up and wash your ass then join us down stairs

Liam tell them fuck no k

Colin what the hell dude why are you being a dick for

Liam ust get out and go please and NOW

Colin whatever

Liam he finally leaves my room and i lay back down and i start to fall asleep and instead of having a dam drean i just sleep and their is nothing but pure darkness and me standing theirv alone as i always have been and their is no laurel to ppull me from my insaneity i need her right? i am broken with out her?no i am not she was just someone that i thought was attractive and i thought that i could persue easy with any cocequences or even actually caring for her the way that i do but that is what exactly happened. yet again i am intteruptedb like what the hell i have no dame space of my own

Kelly Liam you better come down stair quickly their is something huge that your rother needs to tell you

Liam what is it just tell me and which brother

Kelly it is Zayn

Liam fine i gett up and follow my mother down stairs and head to the livingroom with i hear Zayn's voice I enter the living room and I immediately notice that Laurel is not their but it is a good and bad thing for me where the hell is she?
Zayn so um I am moving out
Liam what
Zayn yea I am going to live in New York well in a dorm
Liam yea my college in in New York I have a full scholarship and well there is a summer program and I among about 20 other people has been invited to it and I will be leaving next month so what do you think guys.
Kelly wow baby that is crazy I am happy for you but that is so soon
Christian Yeah but that's like really soon and do you think you're ready
Liam well congrats nerd hope you have fun in the big city
Colin aww look at my little brother doing big things I am so proud of you
Zayn thanks guys and Christian yeah I'm ready and it's for the last month of summer and then we go straight into you know work and before school really starts I will come back and then will go straight into school but I'm ready and I'm responsible enough I'm happy to you least have this opportunity have a scholarship to NYU is and that magnificent and great awesome everything above.
Christian okay I believe you and your mother and I are proud of you love you son and you have interest I just worry about school work make sure you keep your grades up.
Zayn thanks dad and mom at least I won't miss Laurel's birthday which is in like two weeks but yeah I'm excited and thanks for you guys support.m
Liam I hear the door open and slam I hear hills and right away I regret come down here I see Laurel on the phone talking to a friend she's laughing to look so sexy and immediately attire way as you noticed I glanced at her not only that she knows that I glanced at her but she noticed I'm downstairs finally
Laurel hey guys what's going on
Christian your brother Zayn is leaving for college at NYU but he's leaving early this summer but at least he will be here for your birthday so yeah and it's a scholarship so I are u excited for you brother
Laurel oh my gosh Zayn that's amazing and you'll be in New York you see What New York is really about and you will really like and you might think it is better then Cali you probably think it is but that's great oh my gosh wow and you'll be there for my birthday turn up it is amazing
Zayn courses sis
Liam I had upstairs because I can't really look at her right now she seems so perfectly happy maybe it was me maybe I was what kept her broken and constantly unhappy It was best that we broke up I can still hurt still I can hear her from the stairs wow I really miss that adorable voice but I know I will never have her again despair is all I have right now and I am okay with it right now