Laurel Thoughts
I WANT TO DIE FUCK KILL ME I have
been like this for months I am in pain but I want more pain I just want to cut my self I want to be torched I want to die WHY. I cried once since my mothers death but since that rainy day I have not been able to see straight or have any remorse what they hell. Liam tells me that plenty of people grieve that way but I don't believe that I know everyone greaves different but she was my mother and I am just not understanding why I so isolated from my feelings. I was suppose to be heartbroken, I was suppose to want to just love and grieve.
Liam: Hey
Laurel: yea sorry what were u saying
Liam: uuh I as sting that it is only one day before I leave for some business in England
Laurel: it has been a month already well um okay it was really kind of you to take care of me
Liam: of course but I am leaving to shop I think that I will need your help
Laurel: you dame sue right (laurel smiles )
Liam: Oh my gosh
Laurel: what happened
Liam : she smiles what a surprise the apocalypse is upon us nooo
Laurel: oh shut up u twit
Liam: okay get dressed and we can go
Laurel: Who you ordering around I get dressed when I want to get dressed
Liam: sure whatever you say
Laurel: OK will give me I'm going to get dressed
Four Hours Later
Liam : did I have to get so much stuff I mean I am only going to be gone for a week
Laurel: true but I think you needed some new outfits anyway
Liam: hey what's wrong with my regular outfits offended much
Laurel: you should be
Liam : whatever are you hungry
Laurel: no but your going to force me to eat anyways so yes I am
Liam: wow you are so right , come on let's go on this restaurant right over here
Laurel: K whatever you say
Liam: yes can I get a table for two Payne yes thank you
Waiter: this way please
Liam: lets go the got a table for us already
They walk to the table and sit on opposite sides the waiter walks away and we pick up our menus and start to read Liam finish looking and I can catch him glancing at me so I put the menu down and look in his brown eyes and smile
Liam: your so beautiful you know
Laurel: Liam don't I thought I told you ...
Liam: yea ,yea I know you need time to breath and that when your done we can start again
Laurel: yea don't sound so disappointed
Liam: am I suppose to sound happy I am so close to you I even sleep next to you but I can't touch you how I want I want you all of you not what I have right now I want more but I can't have it
Laurel: I just
Liam: don't let's just eat okay
The waitress arrives
Waitress: so what can I get for the beautiful couple
Liam and I stare and I try to keep my tears in and I feeling roll down my cheek it is warm against my cold face I run from the soon as I hear Liam say we are not together he scream after me but I continue to the bathroom to just be alone in my sorrow. What have I done? I repeat as I cry
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The vacation
FanfictionLaurel has changed she is doing things she would never dream of she is constantly called a square because she is a good girl but she has been taken for a ride how long do you think that this good girl act will last.Or will she fall under her stepbro...
