The vacation

Chapter 33

LAUREL POV
I wake up early in the morning and Rush to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a quick shower I decided on a pair shorts and a white top and some Black Heels that Liam got me I will not forget that he bought me those for me they became one of my favorites even going to the mall with him that day was romantic I really did not like those heels but now I love them I feel the The memories flooding my mind again the pain oh my gosh I I loved him so I hide my emotions and I continue and continue to put up a guard so he don't really see that I am in pain six times in one night that I had cried in the shower on the floor I never feel this way about anyone but he different I feel like I am being stabbed repeatedly but but my pain is emotional not physical although I would rather it be physical then emotional because at least I know I will repair from the damage while but emotionally I never know if I'll actually repair if I'm going to be able to love again or anyone for that fact and I'm ready to give up on Liam better yet has he given up on me I hear my phone buzz when I am getting out of shower I dry off and rush put my clothes on and make my way to my room I grab my phone off my bed I answer hello but before I answer I see on the screen it says Jake
Jake: hey beautiful so much thinking about him today
Laurel: Him whatever you want to do and not in a dirty way you know what I mean😂😂
Jake: well okay how about I take you out on a second date
Laurel: wow that sounds awesome where we going
Jake: how about Dave &busters I could beat you in a couple games
Laurel: well that's what you think and what time should I be ready for you to pick me up
Jake :about 2: 30
Laurel:see you later loser
Laurel I hang up the phone and decide to read the book eat ,love ,pray since I finished pride and prejudice I put on some Sam smith and it reminds me when me and Liam are in the car and he wanted to change the song but he didn't I casinos eyes that he started to actually like the music but although never met it the pain is just Seavitt I can see it again I shut the song off and I read I read in silence for bidden myself from listening to Sam Smith until I'm calm again unless I don't think about him I can't stay in this house anymore I gotta get out so I walk to me dads room and ask if I can borrow his car he says yes and I grab my purse and cash and head to the mall it takes about 10mins so I head to h&m and buy I really nice necklace and then I head to American apparel and buy some shorts and a really cute button down top to go with it and I even picked up some believe really cute colorful socks even though I'll hear me the socks and then I head to our Comby and Finch and I buy a jumpsuit skirt and a jumpsuit shorts and a blue and white tops go under I look at the time and I realize that it is 150 and I have to get home so I rush out the mall at the food court and I can't hotdog and a Slurpie of course it's blue Slurpie and then I walk to the parking lot I have been a car and I turn on the radio and I hear at Ed sheeran and I'm like singing really loud I get home just in time and I put on the necklace I bought and grab my sunglasses and I wait for jake he calls me at 2:50 telling me to come outside we get in his truck
Jake:hey sexy u look nice
Laurel :thanks and you are 20min late 😏😏
Jake : 20min fashionably late
Laurel you are silly we spend the whole day together I beat him in the bout a dozen games but know that he won't admit it and I feel like were in a relationship no it's not the same as me and Liam and I but our relationship is it's welcoming and we then head to Chili's for dinner another place I haven't been and of coarse he brings their the food is amazing and he told me so then we check the time and it's
Already 8:00 so we walk around the parking lot we reach the car and I slam him on the car the car vibrates but I slowly taught him moving my lips around his I finally touched his beautiful soft lips and immediately our tongues intertwined and slow entertaining I feel his hand slowly moving across my back I wanted him to unclasp my bra and do it right here right now but I know but I can't so I make the best of us making out kissing him harder pushing my body against him as he does the same turning me on so much it hurts I pull on his hair we stop and look into each others eye and he say we should go we get in the car and he drives me home if does not take long we make joke the whole way and parks where he always does and he give me a kiss and say see u later beautiful I leave and I head to the house when I enter I see everyone in the living room and they tell me Zayn is leaving and I see Liam but I make sure I stay strong he leaves as if he cannot Stan me being near him I feel horrible for the way that I acted like I am fine but I had to their is no other way I go up stairs as well after I say a few words to Zayn and I change and sit on my bed and just think about life and what the hell I am going to do.