I bet you don't know me,
You've probably never even noticed me.
After all,
I am invisible.
I don't ask out much.
You've probably never noticed
Me always looking at you
Or looking ask your posts
And photos.
You've probably never noticed
How I always try to talk to you,
How badly I want to.
Our that I struggle to keep the
Conversation going.
You've probably never noticed
The desperation in my voice
Or the living look in my eyes,
The way I blush around you.
You've probably never heard
The pain in my voice,
Seen the mask on my face
It the distant look in my eye.
You've probably never noticed how I wear
long sleeves in the summer
Or that I'm always playing with the hems.
You've probably never noticed
The look of torture in my eye
Or my hesitation to get food.
You've never noticed
The fight I have to go through
Just to make it through another day.
You've never noticed
My sleepless nights
Or my broken dreams.
You've never noticed
How I cry myself to sleep at night
Because I'm not enough and I'll never be enough.
You've never noticed
How I destroy myself just
To see you one more day.
But. . .
You'll never noticed
The ankle you cause
On my face.
You'll never noticed
The joy that seeks my heart
When talking to you.
You'll never notice
The butterflies that go mad
When you talk to me.
You'll never noticed
How much you have
Saved me.
You'll never notice
Me
And how much I love you.
