Not thinking, not remembering, in movies, in songs to rewind those moments that reminds me of my family, my closest friends, of those who no longer exist.
Erase most of your life from your memory and take it like it's a fictional story from a book.
Useless of many processes, as if you step on the gass with all your power, but you continue to stand still. Out of the corner of your eye you see the shadows of other realities.
In the silence, in the ugly loneliness, with anesthesia, you can only hear the clatter of a mechanical clock.
Look at the world as if you staring on it through a keyhole.
Have a big power that can destroy or give a birth to the whole world, but still sit on the bench.
Do you know what stops a sane person from killing? Is that he understands that the soul of the creature he has killed before will always following him like a black shadow and eating peace by peace of this killer, until his death. The reasonable person is already hiding from fools of society, so why does he still need them in other side? On the subtle plane? No, no need.
Another question: so, after that can we call this human being a time bomb? What's happening next? Big Badda Boom or not? If it's dangerous be his/her friend?
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