Chapter 16

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-Hanna's POV-

So I wake up and my eyes are red and puffy.

I'm not staying the night here tonight I don't give a fuck.

I go to the bathroom get a shower.

After my shower I go to my closet and get dressed.

I put on camo skinny jeans and a white flowy shirt that says 'bitch please!' On it.

I put on my white converse and straighten my hair. I put on a black beanie that says 'swag' on it.

I do my makeup and then I grab my purse and wallet.

When I get downstairs I grab my keys and go out the door.

I get in my hummer turn the radio in and drive to Verizon.

I have to buy a new phone since Taylor broke mine.

When I get there I go in and am greeted by a worker.

"Welcome to Verizon. How can I help you today?" The guy says.

"Well I'm here to buy a new phone." I giggle.

"What kind of phone do you have in mind?" The worker says.

"I want an iPhone.." I say.

OML this guy is so fucking hot!

"Okay come over here and look at the iPhones." He says.

We walk over and I look at the 6plus... To big. I want something smaller.

"I want the iPhone 6 plus." I say.

"Okay.." He says.

-in my car-

So I just bought the iphone 6 plus. Currently I'm downloading all of my apps and stuff.

Thank god for iCloud so I can have all of my phone numbers and stuff.

I text Ashley..

Hey can I stay.. Me and Taylor broke up.-Hanna

No I don't like you. You fucking cheated on him! Whore!- Ashley

I just sit in my seat and ball my eyes out.

Why does everyone hate me? He is the one who kissed me? I didn't kiss him first..

I drive home and go to my room.

I start crying so hard I punch a hole in my wall then I go get a razor and start cutting.

Cut 1. I cheated on Taylor.

Cut 2. I hate my life.

Cut 3. Everyone hates me.

Cut 4. I'm a ugly whore.

Cut 5. No one loves me.

I watch my pain disappear. Then I frown and get into the shower.

I soak my cuts in the water then wash my hair and body. After that I shave.

Then I climb out and dry off. I go to my closet and grab blue sweat pants and then put on a white t-shirt.

I put on my white uggs and put my hair in a messy bun.

I walk downstairs and go to the kitchen.

Taylor is in there. His eyes are red and puffy too.

"T-t-Taylor c-can we t-talk? Please?" I ask and start crying.

He nods and we go up to his room.

"Look I'm sorry. I truly am. I messed up big time I still wanna be with you. He kissed me and I was in shock so I kissed back." I say and start balling my eyes out.

"You still cheated on me though! You let it happen you let himKISS YOU." He says starting to cry.

I just put my head in my hands and cry so hard.

"I-I'm s-sorry." I say as I cry.

"My heart is broken Hanna." He says.

I jump in his arms.

"Please forgive me. Please Taylor." I say as I cry on his shoulder.

He just picks up my face and looks in my eyes as I cry.

"I can't.." He says.

"I need you! Taylor please. Your my first love my first everything." I whisper.

"Give me time Hanna! I need fucking time!" He yells.

I just drop to the floor and sob. I need Taylor I need him. I love him. I wanna be with him. He is mine.

If I loose Taylor I'll cut again... And most likely probably kill myself.

About ten minutes later I run put of tears.

Taylor stopped crying. I stopped crying.

"Taylor... I love you." I whisper and walk out the door.

(A/N omggg crying my eyes out.😭 bro they need back together.. But is Hanna ready for a change? Does she give up on their relationship? Do they stay together?)

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