the pain behind There smile

pt.3

My name is markeyvious smith im 19

Ik y'all how you 19 and still in a high school

I run a gang I didn't choose to my dad wanted me to

Me and my dad don't get along very well because he used to abuse my mom

My mom told me not to be like her & my dad & find someone who really loves me for me

Its hard smiling and laughing when deep down ik my heart is broken but I tend to hide my pain behind my smile because I was taught to never show feelings and be cold hearted because I'm just going to get hurt more

I live alone in this big ass gated community but I wish I had someone in it with me so I won't be so lonely all the time

Ik like how you in a gang & have no friends I do have a right hand man and he is my best friend since diaper days

Anyways I'm finna hop in the shower to go to this new school that I do not want to attend bitch ass school

Time skip

I park my car and hop out and go to the school as I'm walking into school I see nothin ratchet ass hoes that don't interest me they all looking at me like I'm they never seen a fine ass nigga before

I look at my schedule and see that my first hour is English

I find the class & knock on the door as I'm waiting I make sure that this is my class

The teacher opens the door & asked me if I am the new student I said yeah & She told me to come in the class and introduce myself

As I'm standing in front of the class I say
" My name is markeyvious & that's all y'all need to know" I said

She told me to find an empty seat I looked to see if there were any open seats

It was one next to this finee ass shorty so I walk to the Seat and sat down & looked over but shorty was still in his phone in my head I'm like
Shorty can sit on my face anyday shorty thick just how I like it

As the teacher start naming people & their partners I heard my name with some girl named angel so I raised my hand and asked

" Who is angel " I asked
" The boy next to you " she said

I looked next to me and didn't see  a boy so I'm like what boy

Then what surprised me is shorty next to me said

" She's talking about me I'm angel "

I was lost for words because shorty thick asf and he had long hair & some more shit

I just looking his body up & down because I can see his nipple piercing through his shirt & he got some big ass tities I just had to ask

" Are you a boy or girl " I said

" I'm a boy he said " he said

I was lost for words because I'm not gay & I'm having these thoughts about a boy that I just met & my heart flutters when he talks I was about to say something until the bell had rang & he rushed out of class

All I can think about is how his fat ass jiggles when he walks
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Markeyvious right hand man