Thoughts

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Todorokis nervousness began showing, or.. it began showing in his head. His mind would begin overthinking even the smallest things, while he could feel his body trembling. It seemed to tremble mostly at his arms and legs, which actually concerned him a bit. To begin with, he thought that the trembling he felt came from the bruises littering his body, but the worse bruises he has is on his back and chest. And not even the slightest tremble came from there.

It made his nervousness go wild, 'cause not only did he feel anxious to begin with, but now he didn't even know why he were trembling. He also realised at some point that some of his classmates were looking his way, they seemed to have worried expressions on their faces.. but Todoroki didn't think much of it. He were used to people pitying him, just so they could become close with him and then betray him.

Too many thoughts began squirming around in his head, making his mind more foggy and dazed. It began remembering thoughts.. or rather memories, that he would much rather forget. And while his memories began playing on loop, the voice in his head began speaking-

Useless

Worthless

Weak

Go die

Unwanted

Noone loves you

Fat

Everyone hates you

Everyone hates you

Everyone hates you

Everyone hates you

...

His thoughts got cut off, by the sound of the school bell going of. While his senses slowly began returning, his mind became less foggy and he were no longer in a daze. He watched closely as his classmates began putting their stuff away, longing after the moment when they would all be gone and he would have the classroom for himself, so he could collect his thoughts in peace.

Everyone left, until the last ones in the classroom were Iida, Midoriya and Todoroki. The heterochromatic male watched as the two others were on their way out of the classroom door, waiting in longing for the moment when they would be gone.. But of couse he weren't that lucky.

They were both mehr inches away from being out of the classroom, and neither seemed to be going back. When the sound of Midoriyas voice could be heard comming from outside the classroom door "Go on without me Iida".

Todoroki thought that he would finally be able to have some peace, but luck never seemed to be on his side. Not in the past and not in the present.

The green haired male entered the classroom ones again, while the two toned colored boy just kept his head low, waiting in longing for the moment when he would be gone. Though his heterochromatic eyes widened at the sound of the door closing, his head springing up from the desk it had been laying uncomfortably buried in his arms.

He looked at the green haired male, who didn't say anything, but just walked slowly towards him. Something in his expression that Todoroki couldn't quiet place, until the voice of his fellow classmate broke out again. "Are you going to be alright tomorrow?" He asked, and now Todoroki could see what both were in his classmates expression and his voice.

Concern

He raised an eyebrow, trying to show his confusion without needing to say anything, but ofcouse luck were never at his side. Midoriya didn't seem to get the hint but just kept looking at him, seeming like he waited for an answer. "What are you talking about?".

The green haired male looked shortly at the ground, before returning the gaze which Todoroki had been sending him. Confusion all over both of their expressions. Midoriya were confused how Todoroki didn't understand what he were talking about and Todoroki were confused as to what he meant by 'Are you going to be alright tomorrow'. What did he mean by that? What's happening tomorrow?.

They both sat in silence, though it weren't the kind of comfortable silence more like an uncomfortable one. Until the sound of a deep sigh could be heard. Todoroki looked up meeting the 'sighs' owner, only now realing how the others face were completely laced with concern and something that seemed like he were thinking of something.

"You didn't hear what Mr. Aizawa talked about in class, did you?" Todorokis face lit with realisation while he mentally slapped himself for not listening in class and letting his thoughts take over. "No, what did he say?" His gaze were located at the edge of his desk, while his voice were barely above a whisper. He didn't want to have eyecontact with the green haired male since he just said he weren't listening in class, which were really unlike him.

Midoryias face got even more concerned, while his mind became even more worried for his classmate. "Endeavor is going to be our teacher for tomorrow, because he's going to teach us combat techniques". And with that sentence his mind went blank, his head started spinning, his vision blurred and he could feel his heart skipping a beat. He focused all his energi, on getting his vision back while he tried not to black out.

He's going to teach my class tomorrow? Combat training? Thoughts began flowing through his mind, while he began overthinking again. Is this just a new way for him to beat me? Is he going to beat me? Infront of my class too?.

"-Roki Todoroki!" He looked up, being met with the eyes of his concerned classmate who did his best to bring the panicking teen back to reality. His vision stopped blurring and his thoughts stopped flowing while his head stopped spinning. Relieve began being the only thing he felt at that very moment though it didn't last long.

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"You sure you're going to be alright tomorrow?" The green haired male asked for the hundred time, just in the past ten minutes. The heterochromiatic male nodded again, feeling his neck starting to hurt by the many times he had nodded and said 'mhh' in the past ten minutes. He couldn't wait to get back to his dorm room, lay on his futon and just sleep all his problems away.

The two parted at the door from their classroom, saying their goodbyes before going each way.

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Also happy new year! hope you all had a good new year and a good chrismas.

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