Why Did you Come Back ✅

Confessions

A/N Not my art work above, its to adorable but if the artist wants me to remove I will.

Seokjin

I sat on the couch in my office, my heart racing, I hate him, I hate that he has to fuck everything he comes into contact with, it hurts, I hate that he moved on without me. I know me leaving was my fault but it was because of him that I left, he doesn't know it and he wont let me explain, he wont let me explain that I left him and hurt his sister because I realized that I was in love with my best friend. The knock at the door brought me back from where ever I was, "what." "Seokjin come out, lets find some food and figure out what we are going to do", he says.

This is the nicest I've heard him talk to me since starting here, I got up and unlocked the door, the look in his eyes is confusing me and I am not sure how to react, so I just walk past him and go into the kitchen area to search for food. "There is Ramen and some Mandu in the freezer, I can make that", I say. "Do you want help", he asks. "No, just sit and relax, see if we have internet maybe we can watch a movie or something on one of the laptops", I say starting to boil the water. I didn't hear any movement behind and when I turn around Taehyung is staring at me, "what, why are you staring at me."

"I-I want you to know that I didn't do anything with my client tonight, it took longer than expected because the jets on the hot tub weren't working, I haven't done anything with anyone since you started here", he says quietly but I still heard him. "Taehyung please tell me you will sit, be quiet and let me explain what happened and why I left, please", I beg. He nods not looking at me, as I wait for the water to boil I lean against the counter, "first off I am truly sorry for everything, for hurting your sister, for leaving you, and for not saying goodbye, I did really like your sister but the night we went out and drank together you were so drunk that I had to walk you home." "I remember, we couldn't stop laughing", he says.

"Do you remember what else happened", I ask. He looks up at me, a confused look on his face, I smiled, "I didn't think so, I slipped on the ice, you caught me but we ended up falling anyway, you turned your body so that I would land on you instead of the pavement, we were so close and I don't know why I did it but I kissed you and you kissed me back and I liked it, a lot." He looked at me wide eyed, "I do remember that, I thought you left because you were disgusted that we kissed."

 "God no Taehyung, it was the opposite, I wasn't disgusted, I was turned on, I felt your hard on and at that moment I wanted you so badly that I kissed you, once I realized that you were kissing me back I panicked, you were my best friend and my future wife's brother, I was ashamed for what I was doing to you and to her", I say turning the stove off and sitting down across from him.

"Ashamed, why were you ashamed", he asks me. "I was straight Tae, at least I thought I was, after what happened that night all of these feelings washed over me and I was overwhelmed, I took you home and put you to bed, by the time I got home I already knew my true feelings, I had finally realized that I was in love with you, not your sister and I felt badly for the way I handled it all but I thought you would hate me", I start to tear up because I missed my friend so much. 

He stood up and knelt in front of me, taking my hands in his, "Seokjin, I loved you too, why didn't you just talk to me, we could have worked it out and explained to my sister, she would have understood, we lost so many years Seokjin, years that we could have built a life together, I don't want to lose anymore", he grabbed my face and brought his lips to mine.