Once I saw his wrist full with cuts I couldn't help but to cry, my whole face was full with tears running down. "Hey don't cry its okay I'm okay" Jonathan said and he hugged me "don't cry" he whispered in my ear then wiped my tears. At that moment I felt a connection with him but I didn't understand why, we're just two teens who have mental problems. Why did I feel my heart beating fast as his arms rapped around me.
"You okay y/n? Your hearts beating fast" Jonathan said "yeah I'm okay" I said and I pulled myself away from him "we don't have to go to the party anymore if you don't feel comfortable" Jonathan said "we should go to have a clear mindset and forget all this happened" I said with a forced smile on my face, I knew I wouldn't forget what happened but I need a break from reality right now. "Are you sure?" Jonathan asked "yeah I wanna have fun tonight but do you have any dresses that I can cover my arms?" I asked "yeah check in the left closet" He said and I saw a beautiful black dress that glowed once I looked at it.
"Looks like we have a winner" Jonathan said with a smile "yeah I guess we do I said then I went to try it on and came out to show Jonathan. "How do I look?" I asked "you look like the prettiest girl I've ever seen" Jonathan said while smiling at me and looking at me with a spark in his eyes. "Thank you" I said while blushing a little. "You can keep that dress and the red one it's a gift from me" Jonathan said
2 hours later
"You ready to go y/n?" Jonathan asked "yeah just give me a sec" I said and started looking in the mirror wishing I had a better body. Jonathan came and saw me "you look beautiful don't worry" He said "I don't feel like if though" I said "look at me you're the most beautiful girl in the world any guy would be lucky to have you" Jonathan said "you really mean that?" I asked while looking into his eyes then he put my hair behind my ears "yeah I promise" he said with a smile and I smiled back "come on let's have a awesome night" He said and we started heading to the party in his car.
"We're here" Jonathan said "wow this is the party?" I said while looking at people jump in pools and play games. "Yup I'll introduce you to some of my friends" Jonathan said then we walked into the house and see a lot of people drinking and playing games, I also saw some people making out in the corners. "Hey Raiden! This is y/n" Jonathan said while doing a hand shake with Raiden. "Hey I'm Raiden nice to meet you" He said "nice to meet you too" I said with a smile "want something to drink?" Raiden asked "um sure can I get water?" I asked "yeah sure" he said and handed me water "thanks" I said with a smile.
"Where's the bathroom?" I asked "come I'll show you" Jonathan said and took me to the bathroom "you okay?" Jonathan asked "yeah I'm okay" I said, Jonathan left and I used the bathroom. I came out to try to find him but I couldn't so I went upstairs and saw him in a room sitting on the floor by himself drinking a bottle of vodka. "Jonathan?" I asked as I walked into the room and closed the door. "Hey you okay?" I asked abd got no response. "Hey talk to me whats wrong?" I asked while I sat next to him, he looked me in my eyes "I wanna feel good" He said then took another shot of his vodka, he pulled out a baggie filled with something "do you wanna feel good?" He asked and I nodded my head he put a drug in my hand, he put one in his and we both took it at the same time.
"Can I have vodka?" I asked and he gave it to me, I took a sip of it and took another. Jonathan put his hand on my face rubbing his thumb on my lip " I like you y/n" as soon as he said that I kissed him and slowly pulled away, he kissed me slowly and whispered in my ear "you're mine" with his hot breath and started kissing me again. That went on for about 3 minutes and he ended up falling asleep on my shoulder and I fell asleep on his head...
