haha so tonight i m siiting on my bed w/ my laptop on my lap waiting hOURS for fucking skype to load (i have been waiting for like five hours for the new update/??? anyone kno why??) and just all of the sudden i start freaking the fuck out. now, i m not going to say exactly why bc it is personal but it made me go into a panic mode. i was shaking and sobbing and ughhhhh . i had to p much choke myself to keep quite bc my mom had two of her friends sleeping over and one of them is sleeping in the guest room rIGHT NEXT TO ME. can somone (@wolfbiites) please just snuggle w/ me for the night. i need hugs and loves. i m a selfish dork in need of cuddles and kisses *grabby hands*