三
~ Chapter Three ~
" おい!おら!"「きらいだー 自分のことしか考えないやつ
かっこわりー ちょーかっこわりーから 近づいてくんな
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嘘です? ゴマスリ? 上等だぁ! かかってこいやー!
{Translation - I dislike guys who think only about themselves. You're uncool, very uncool. Don't approach me!
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It's a joke? Flattery? Bring it on! Come on! }
Sis anger - Babymetal」<
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Depressed and broken。Those are the words I'd say to describe Bella Swan. After I saved her from the forest, I visited her once a week to see how she was progressing. Her father appreciated it, especially after I helped him deal with Bella. Her nightmares were similar to my own, minus all of Megami's memories, the war and aliens and dismemberment -
No. There is no comparison. At least that's what I say to everyone who know about me and asks about me when I bring up how bad Bella is. Her nightmares cause her to scream and cry and terrify her father, mine cause me to do much the same. Even when she said I could never understand what she went through, even when she said I have never and would never feel the pain she feels - I always come back and I always try to help her. She wouldn't know that I witnessed and practically died in an alien terror attack. She wouldn't know that I witnessed too many people die at a younger age than she is now. So I take her anger and let it pass through me, her heartbreak is the worst pain she's ever felt and I'll try my best to help her.
The problem is, ever since I've been around Bella and her constant reminder that I don't know what she's been through, I remember my own pain. Some days my left eye can barely scan something simple like a doorway, other days it'll completely black out. I woke up unable to move my left side after it 'switched off' (as Hannah called it) during a nightmare. My grasp on the Megami side of me deteriorated quickly and I know Bella can't help it and she needs all the help she can get, but it's all her fault. No. I can't blame her, it's my own fault for not coping with my own fucking body. Even though it's not my body, not anymore.
These thoughts always collide within my mind and it's driving me mad, Arcee and the others can't help because they're not here and NEST refuses to send them out to join me. All I have is a non-functioning comm link and Hannah Bauble.
I sigh at my inner turmoil and place my forehead on my knees. I'm sat in the corner sofa staring absentmindedly at whatever is happening on the TV, it could be static and I still wouldn't know. A door opens and my head immediately snaps towards the front door, where Hannah is walking in after her run. If you could call it that, it looks more like a peaceful walk with the way she looks - completely fine and unbothered.
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