Even though I say I have changed and learned from my past mistakes.Deep down I know I haven't . I am the same old kid .Just show me a little bit of affection.You may just pretend.But I will still give everything up for your sake.Yet at the end of the day you will laugh at me the fool who chose you over anything else,you won't even hesitate to betray me. But then again maybe I should stop hoping for the bare minimum that I wanted from you . Because at the end I will just make myself the bad guy of my own story.