I will always find you

Warnings

I don't own BTVS, all the rights goes to the creator Joss Whedon.

Willow woke up in fear, she was sweating. The nightmares had become worse and worse after Faith had been in the house. Tara tried to calm Willow down, but for the moment she was hyperventilating.
"Honey, breathe. In an out" Tara showed while making sure Willow sat up. She did what Tara showed.
"That's g-good, just like that" Tara cupped Willows face and stroked her fingers a long her cheeks.

"It's still bad, isn't it?" Tara put her forehead against Willows and they sat like that for a while.
"Mm, I, she keeps killing you. Like he did, she doesn't stop" Willows voice was weak and shaky. She was scared that it would be real one day, that maybe she's able to see the future.
"I'm not going a-anywhere" Tara held her girlfriend close.

It was early, around 5am and therefore the two stayed in bed for a little longer. Just holding each other, feeling each other, making sure that this moment was real. That the two who shared a bed were real.

Around 6am the two girls decided to start their day, they put on their slippers and made their way downstairs. Tara looked over at Willow, she was doing better, her mental health has gotten a little better, that's the part that takes the most time. But her physical health has improved really good, she has regained a lot of strength and her wound has healed very good.

"Funny shapes or regular ones?" Tara waiting for an answer stood by the oven ready to make pancakes.
"Funny shapes, duh" Willow said and the girls started to laugh. After the pancakes were done the two sat besides each other and ate. They couldn't keep their eyes of each other. Tara was admiring her beautiful redheaded girlfriend, she was the cutest and most amazing woman she has ever met.

"You are the prettiest girl I've ever seen" Tara pulled a string of hair behind Willows ear then moving her hand down to her cheek, putting her thumb under her chin and pulled the redhead into a soft gentle kiss.
"You're not so bad yourself" Willow said between kisses.
"Oh oh, sorry I'll go" Buffy is slowly backing out of the kitchen, jokingly covering her eyes with her hands while smiling.

Buffy walked back in, she couldn't help but smile at the two girls in front of her. Willow was happy, more than happy and that made Buffy happy.
"Did you guys get the paper?" Buffy took a sip of her coffee while waiting for her bread to pop out of the toaster.
"No w-we just came d-down here and made b-breakfast" Tara got a little nervous, she didn't really know why but something made her feel anxious. Willow noticed since Tara were stuttering so she took Tara's hand close to her heart. So she could feel the heartbeat, Willow had done this a lot before and it helped Tara calm down. She was breathing funny, like she was going to have a full on panic attack. Willow didn't know what to do or what had happened that made her girlfriend so anxious all of a sudden.

"Hey daring, what is going on? Try to breathe" Willow said and made the same breathing gesture as Tara had done earlier that morning.
"I-I don't know w-w-what is going o-on, Willow I d-don't feel good" Tara stutters between her rapid breathing. A few more minutes like this and Tara would probably pass out.
"Look at me, here" Willow pointed at her face and made sure Tara was doing what she was told. Trying to breathe and calm down Tara could feel it again. The reason she got so anxious was because of a feeling. She felt it earlier but couldn't tell what it was.

Just like that the feeling was gone and she could breathe normally, she calmed down and fell into Willows arms and the redhead places small gentle kisses on Tara's head.

When Buffy came back with the paper she had a weird face.
"Hey look at this" she said and laid the paper in front of Tara and Willow.
"Oh my god, this is awful" Willow points on the paper.
"Is this the same p-person we're l-looking for?" Tara asked.
"I don't know, we have to get Giles and the others here as soon as possible" Buffy said and took the paper to read further.

After a while Dawn came down and had some breakfast. The teenager left for school and Giles and co came to the Summers house to do some research.

"Um, guys come here" Tara stood in the dining room while the others sat in the living room, she held a tray with glasses and water. Before the others came into the room that feeling from before came into the room. This time it wasn't as intense but she could feel it, Tara put the tray down and picked the note up. The feeling got more intense with the note in hand, but just like that it was gone as soon as the others entered the room.
"What is that?" Giles stepped forward, getting closer to the note he saw what it said.
'Stop the looking, you can't find me so stop or you will'
"You will what?" Xander ripped the note out of Tara's hand, she got a little shocked and just stood there processing what he just did. Just looking at the not didn't really help Xander, he wasn't to smart that one. The questions were still going to be there, without any answers.

The group continued to do their research, the time went on and on, suddenly Dawn came home from school. It was already 4pm, the group were tired. Tara made her way to the kitchen, she started making dinner. Willow went after her and stood behind her, she put her arms around Tara's waist and hugged her from behind. The two smiled and Tara tried her best to continue making food.

"Are you doing better?" Willow kind off whispered into Tara's neck, still holding her girlfriend close to herself.
"I think so, I don't really know what happened. There w-was this feeling that made m-me feel like that" Tara turned around so that she was facing Willow.
"Well maybe this will make you feel better then" Willow smirks and places a kiss on Tara's lips. They both smile through the kisses.
"I'm definitely doing better now" Tara kisses Willow.

"Oh wow, hey guys. Take that to the bedroom" Xander holds his hands up. Just staring at the girls. Tara's cheeks changes color to a shade of red, she buries her face into Willows shoulder before she slowly turned around to prevent Xander from seeing her.
"Okay, let's continue the cooking" Willow said and pushed Xander out of the kitchen since he wasn't going to be any help at all. Willow strokes Tara's shoulder and kisses her on the cheek before walking up to the refrigerator to get some ingredients. Tara blushed and continues to chop vegetables for the salad.

For about a week the notes continues to come to the house. They said everything from
'No information is to find on me' to 'Continue your research and you'll die'. One note just said 'Die witches' this was starting to freak everyone, especially Tara and Willow out. If someone was trying to scare them it was working. A lot of suspicions went to Faith. The way she had just disappeared after she had broke into the house could just mean that she wasn't done with the group.

At first they all blamed each other but as time went on they realized that it isn't one of them who's been placing these notes through the house. This is keeping everyone at edge, if the notes is a fist step. Then what will come after that?