Anthony Carlos "Los" Torres
It was August 15th, the first day of my junior year. I decided to wear a black polo tee with a red horse, ripped blue jeans, and flu game Jordan 12's. I put my jewelry on and fixed my hair up in a bun. I grabbed my keys and headed out, saying bye to my father on my way. I got into my '08 jaguar x type he passed down to me. It was his favorite car.I made my way to seminoles high. I parked and met up with my homeboys Javonte (Wiz) & Nene. Wiz and I were bout the same build back in the day. 190, 5'10, slim, and toned. Nene was 5'8, 140, and skinny as hell. That was my nigga nonetheless. We were talking shit about all the freshman coming in.
- oh my godddd y'all these are babies
nene said covering his mouth
-hell yeah, I don't remember looking like this freshman year
said wiz
nigga let's go and leave these lil ass kids alone -I said laughing. We went through the gates and into the cafeteria. We got breakfast and sat down to go over our schedule.- I got study hall for this period- same here- they replied.- y'all boys tryna skip then?- wiz suggested.- yessss all the fine boys gone be at the mall -nene said.- let's slide then- we made our way to my car and headed to the mall. We went inside and hit the food court. Wiz and I were talking to some bad bitches. They had to be like 19. I played football so a nigga was a lil ripped. Ole girl started feeling on my arms and chest.- so where y'all going?- she asked.- we was finna hit the beach after this- they looked at each other and took a second to think.- alright we're coming with y'all - 15 mins later we made it to the beach. We all were smoking and just vibing. Saniya whispered in my ear- let's go for a walk.- I already knew what she was on. I got up and dapped wiz up. He was tryna get some play too so it was convenient. Nene was off somewhere with somebody nigga. We walked a few yards from where we were and came across a bathroom. We couldn't even make it to a stall, she wasn't playing. She got on her knees and aggressively pulled my jeans down. She went ham on my dick. She was moaning as she did it, that shit felt too good. A nigga was gone. Meanwhile wiz was still trying to get the white girl to cut up.- so you ain't never been with a nigga before?- he asked her passing her the blunt. She hit it.- nooo because of my parents but I always wanted to- she said blowing out smoke.- aye what you said your name was, i ain't catch it- madison -she replied.- you got 1 right in front of you what's stopping you then madison? You ain't fucking with me like that?- noooo it's not that, I'm just kinda scared- of what ma?- it's new to me, I don't know - well a nigga like me gone treat you good- we'll see, I just need more time wiz- she said rejecting him. That nigga ain't care though, all he wanted to do was beat and leave. Cut back to me, I'm dicking this hoe down. I had her bent over the sink just giving it to her. I had my shirt up under my chin. She looked back at me.- ooouuu fuck me just like thatttt -she reached back and put her hand on my stomach. I came and stopped stroking.- that's it?- she said sounding disappointed.- my bad, that shit was too wet girl -I said smacking her ass. I was lying my ass off. She was all happy and shit.I moved away and went to go flush the condom. I pulled my jeans and boxers up and helped her with her dress. We went back to wiz & Madison, these fools was eating all the food up.- nigga bout time you came back we gotta go- he said getting up.- y'all girls need to get dropped off?- my house is down the street we can walk- Madison said- that's a bet- I kissed saniya on the cheek and said bye to maddy. I hit nene up and thankfully he caught a ride. We made it back to school just in time. We all had 2nd together which was history. We sat in the back and I was telling wiz about niya.- I gotta keep her in rotation fam. She wild as fuck- I bragged.- lucky ass nigga, that white bitch wasn't going for my shit. Ima break that hoe in, watch- he said.- y'all some hoesss I can't be seen with y'all - nene said- wasn't you with that girl boyfriend though?- I said confused.- I don't sleep with every boy I talk to whorelos- whatever nigga - I got my supplies out and started listening to the teacher. His name was Mr. Lepley. He seemed like a chill ass old nigga. We was bout 20 mins into class when this pretty ass girl walked in late. She gave her slip to Mr.L .- Alicia Sanchez? Got you, take a seat.- she turned to look for an open seat. She came and sat in the desk right in front of me. A nigga couldn't stop staring, y'all can't blame me. She had on a oversized black hoodie, some grey cargos, & some mocha 1's. Her hair was straightened and she had gold hoops in. Wiz caught me staring.- nigga she bad and all but you starting to look weird - he whispered. I know what he meant so I chilled out but y'all niggas don't understand. I would let this girl do anything to me. Mr. L finished his lecture and allowed us to talk. I tapped her shoulder and she turned to face me.- my bad if I was staring but you fine as hell- I said smoothly.- thank youuu - her ass was blushing hard. Nene and wiz were all up in the conversation.- what grade you in, don't tell me you a freshman - I joked.- neverrr, I'm a junior. I don't look that young -she rolled her eyes.- I'm just fucking with you. You doing anything after school today?- nothinggg at all, why?- let's chill, I like you a lot I can't even cap- here -she gave me her number and instagram- we can talk later -she said as she turned back around. The school day concluded a few hours later. I was standing in the parking lot by my car with wiz smoking when her and her sister walked past. Her sister was Camilla, she was one of the popular girls. Alicia waved as they passed by. Wiz was fixated on Camilla, boy eyes was glued on her.- talking bout me and look at you nigga - I said laughing.- please tell me she a senior, I'm snatching all that up I promise- she a senior nigga- Im on that, watch lil nigga - he said opening his phone and dming her.- nigga we'll see.- later that day It was around 4 ish. I got a text from Alicia saying her sister just went to work. I was already driving round so I told her to share the location. She did and I drove over there. I texted her saying I was outside. She came out about 10 mins later in a black oversized tee. She got in the passenger side. I turned the car off and reclined my seat some.- you smoke?- I said pulling a blunt from my pocket. She shook her head no.- I hate the smell of it- oh shit my bad then - no no you're good it's okay - I lit my blunt and started puffing it.- you got a girlfriend?- she asked as she was watching me.- nah, I ain't been in a relationship over a year- what happened with her?- she cheated on me, I been doing me ever since- so basically you've been being a hoe?- she said sarcastically- damn why I gotta be a hoe?- I laughed.- I'm just saying -she rolled her eyes.- what about you, you ain't got no nigga?- noooopeee none at all- how? niggas dumb as fuck for not scooping you up- that's why you here- she said boldly. That shit hit me, ain't never have a girl with that type of energy.- you bold as hell - I just want what I want, Anthony- At that moment someone pulled into the driveway. She looked at the car then back at me- that's my step dad will, he's gonna trip - she said upset.- it's straight, call me later alright- she nodded her head. She got out and waved as she went in the house. Will was staring me down. That nigga seemed creepy as hell. I started my car up and went home. It was around 8 pm when she FaceTimed me. I was laying down listening to music. I answered and she appeared. She was sitting at her desk. She had on a leopard bonnet & a black night gown. - damn you calling a nigga four hours later and shit- she sucked her teeth- boyyy I was doing something. At least I called- yeah talking to other niggas- you the only nigga I'm talking to but okay- chill I was just playing with you- yeah yeah anyways why I can't see your face?- girl I got the light off it's late- turn it onnnn!- I sighed and got up to turn it on.- that's better?- mhmmm- she was cheesing hard. We stayed up all night talking and opening up to each other. That morning I overslept and missed my alarm. My dad came into my room and started going off- get your ass up you ain't starting this shit again! It's 11:31!- pops my bad I ain't hear my phone -I said as I got up and rubbed my eyes- aint no my bad, get ready and get on up out of here -he left out and went upstairs to his room. I fixed my bun and threw on one of my team hoodies and some white basketball shorts. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I got in my car and started driving to school. My phone started ringing and I picked up.- Anthony where are you? - I'm on my way to school, wassup?- I'm staying home today, you wanna come over? Nobody's here- shit I'm pulling up right now -I made a u-turn and went to her crib. I made sure I had some rubbers before hand. I got there 20 mins later. I went up to the door and knocked. She opened it, still wearing her gown from the night before. I stepped in and she closed the door behind me. We went upstairs to her room. Everything was pink, too much damn pink.- this different- I said as I stepped inside.- Anthony hush and sit down- I put my bag by the nightstand and sat on the bed. I text wiz letting him know I wasn't coming to school. She was standing in front of me with her arms crossed. I looked up at her.- I did something wrong?- I'm a virgin, I hope you didn't come here expecting anything- nah I didn't, why you think that?- I was pissed on the low- I'm just making sure you know. You not slick at all- I laid back nodding my head. I text wiz and let him know. He told me I should just leave but I wasn't tripping.- who's that?- she said as she laid on me- my dad, he mad I ain't I go today -I closed my phone and sat it on the nightstand. She put a movie on and we watched it. Half way into it she looked at me. I was really into it. She sat up and rubbed my chest.- I think I'm ready- she lifted her gown up slightly. I sat up on my elbows.- you sure? We ain't gotta rush- I assured her.- I wanna do it now, I'm ready- damn she gave in just like that. She held my face and kissed me. Man that girl knew how to kiss. I closed my eyes and let her do her thing. She took my hoodie off and tossed it on the floor. I wrapped my right arm around her waist and made her grind.- that feels so goood- she moaned out. I took her gown off and started sucking on her left breast. She gasped and held my head. I moved on to the right one and left hickies. While doing this I pulled my shorts and boxers off. She still ain't come up out her panties yet. - take these off - I said looking at her. She obeyed without hesitation and pushed me back onto the pillow. She took hold of me and sat down. It wouldn't go in and she kept trying to force it.- hold on, chill - I said as she moved off. I rubbed her clit for a bit. I spit in my hand and rubbed it on my tip. It was lil more easier now.She was trembling hard and couldn't go down further.- you good ma?- I asked concerned. She shook her head no- can you help me please? -she stuttered. I held onto to her waist tightly. I felt the pressure building up and knew what was coming. She let out a small whimper as her cherry popped. I moved her up and down slowly once it did. She gripped my forearms tightly and put her head back.- ooouuu yessssuhhh -she moaned. I rubbed and gently squeezed on her breast as she sped up. She looked down at me, a nigga was sweating bullets. I rubbed from her neck all the way down to her clit. I started messing with it causing her to grab my wrist.- Anthony anthonyyy pleaseeee -she pleaded with me. I ignored her and continued. She fell onto my chest and started orgasming. I grabbed her face and made her look at me through it. She kept riding and I felt myself about to nut. I busted all up in her and she still ain't stop. We kissed passionately. She reached back and pulled me out. My nut was dripping out of her. She reached down and felt it.- I'm not on birth control Anthony!- she said upset.- I'll go get you a plan b tomorrow- I said yawning. She got off of me and went to go pee. I knocked out. It was 1: 17 when she woke me up.- my sister's home you gotta go -she whispered.- already? I just got here- get up now!- she pulled me up and handed me my clothes. I was putting my bottoms on when we heard footsteps getting closer to the room. I quickly threw my hoodie on and grabbed my bag. She sprayed some perfume to mask the smell. We made it seem like we just finished studying.- I'll be by later to finish that paper- alright and don't forget the packet due Friday - Camilla opened the door.- who are you?- she asked.- I'm Anthony - I said sticking my hand out. She ignored it and gave me a menacing look.- mhmm and what y'all up here doing?- Camilla we were studying, can you get out my business?- with the door closed? Girl please. I'm telling mommy when she gets home- I don't tell on you and dre! That's not fair!- girl I'm 18 years old, you 16 we can't compare- I ain't say nothing I just let them argue.- we were just studying! You act like I can't have a boy over to study!- girl your hair all puffed up and it didn't look like that when I left this morning, it was straight! Y'all was in here fucking.- no we weren't!- yes y'all were - Anthony tell her we weren't!- she ain't lying, we was going over a essay- let me see it then, Anthony -Camilla said with an attitude. Fuck, ain't no damn paper how ima explain that.- well you see we wrote that bitch up but we ain't like it so we threw it away- she knew I was lying. She burst out laughing looking at us.- y'all are a mess oh my god, I'm not gonna say anything I just wanted you to be honest girl- Alicia face turned red and she got embarrassed. I rubbed her back- you good?- yes I'm fine, I'll see you later -she kissed me, all tongue- oop okay girl! -Camilla said shocked. I chuckled a bit, that shit was funny. I waved and left. Camilla started interrogating Alicia.- how was it? -Camilla asked as she sat on the bed.- whyyy? I don't ask about you and Dre do I?- that's not the point, I wanna know how my little sister first time was- it was good girl damn now leave me alone!- was it big?- oh my gooddd Camilla can you stop?- Alicia said annoyed.- so it wasn't?- it was but that's none of your business!- give me a number- i don't know girl maybe 9 or 10?- girl you lying, he not that big at 16- okay Camilla- she laid down and texted me. I was on my way picking up wiz. I didn't hear the notification.- soooo what did y'all do?- Camilla please leave me alone- tell me or I'm snitching- Alicia proceeded to go into full detail about everything. I picked wiz up from the back of the school. He got in.- damn nigga so you ain't smash- I shook my head no lying.- nah, she said needed more time- shit I mean at least you got niya, Alicia being childish -wiz said sparking up.- you ain't wrong bout that- fuck niya, that hoe kept blowing my phone. She had to get blocked. I dropped wiz off to his house and went home. Pops was at work. I showered and put my orange Calvin Klein boxers on. I laid down and watched my highlights from last season. My pops got off at 10 pm that night. He came in the room on 100.- if this school call me again lil nigga I'm on yo ass!- the car was acting up, I just came back home and went to sleep- bullshit, like I said you got one mo strike!- he left out my room slamming the door. Dude be tripping for nothing. I grabbed my phone and texted Alicia back. She was making sure I got home. As soon as my text sent she called. I picked up.- wassup?- I said in a tired tone.- can we go out tomorrow?- where to?- anywhere, I just wanna be with you- I'll pick you up at 11- she started talking about something and I just fell asleep. That morning I got ready and drove to her house. I blew the horn. She came outside wearing a tie dye sundress and got in. Camilla was at the front door watching us. I waved and pulled off.- where we going?- cvs first for the plan b- she nodded her head.- you like my nails? - she put her hands on my thigh. I glanced down at them. She had medium long hot pink acrylics.- I fuck with em - Camilla did them last night- she then rested her hand right on my print.- she did huh? - She reached into my shorts and started rubbing my shit. I had to focus on the road though. She pulled it out and leaned over the console. She started topping a nigga. Good thing cvs was right there. I pulled into the parking lot and parked in the isolated corner. Her hair was getting in the way so I held it up, I wanted to look at her. She looked up at me and a small smile appeared. She came up and held my face as she kissed me. I reached down to finish myself off. I came and it got all on the side of her dress. I looked down realizing.- damn I'm sorry- go get me a shirt please.- she moved away from me. I reached in the back and got my gym bag. I took my wipes out and cleaned myself up. I fixed my clothes and went inside. I headed straight to the pharmacy. I got the plan b and grabbed her a shirt. I checked out and went back to the car. She changed into the shirt and I headed to McDonalds to get us some food. That's when her folks called.She answered it and I heard her mama going off. When she was done she hung up- what happened?- I have to babysit for her friend, you gotta take me back- she could've said that shit before you left- she always pulling that bullshit, I'm so sick of her -she said upset. We got to her house and I parked in the driveway. We got out and went inside, her mom was sitting on the couch waiting.- Greg is in your room watching a movie, me and Yvette will be back later- where y'all going?- to brunch - Ivonne said getting up. She peered at me.- and what's your name handsome?- Anthony- I said as I shook her hand- y'all dating?- no mommy we're just friends. Yvette's waiting you're gonna be lateeee -she said rushing her out the house. Ivonne rolled her eyes and left.- so she cool with me staying over?- I asked confused.- yesss obviously -she said as we went to her room. Greg was bout 7 years old. Lil dude was watching Spider-Man just chilling.- hey Greg - she said hugging him.- you okay? I'll be downstairs with my friend Anthony -she pointed at me. I waved- okay ali! -he kissed her cheek. We went back downstairs and I sat on the couch. She went in the kitchen and got herself a water bottle. She took the plan b. I kicked my shoes off and put a movie on. She came and sat next to me, I put my arm around her. She laid her head on my chest.- Anthony? -she said rubbing my stomach.- what's wrong?- you haven't told anybody about what we did?- hell nah I'm not no lame ass nigga like that- are you sure? you don't have to lie to me.- on my moms grave I didn't.- she looked at me. I leaned down and kissed her. Camilla was upstairs with her boyfriend Dre but neither of us knew. She gently pushed me off.- is this genuine Anthony? I feel like you just want pussy- girl I wouldn't be doing extra shit with you if that was the case. I want you on some deeper shit- she knew I wanted her. She was the one steady playing around. She didn't say anything to me.- I said something wrong?- no Anthony it's just... I'm scared of what people might say- fuck what they gotta say ,they irrelevant- give me some more time, please?- hearing those words pissed me off. More time? It don't take that long to decide if you wanna be with a nigga or not.- Alicia you on that lame shit man, I dead ass care about you and you pulling that card?- I'm not pull- i cut her off- I love you girl!- she looked at me stunned. I wasn't playing when I said I was into her.- I don't know what to say...- she said looking at me. She must be ain't feel the same way. I angrily pushed her off me and got up.- IM NOT SHIT BUT SOME DICK TO YOU!!! OWN UP AND ADMIT THAT SHIT!!- THATS NOT TRUE!!- YES IT IS!! YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT A NIGGA!! YOU JUST CALL ME WHEN YOU WANT A QUICK FUCK!!!- Camilla and Dre heard us arguing and listened closely.- WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ANTHONY?!! STOP IT- YOU JUST TOLD YO MOMS WE WAS JUST FRIENDS, YOU KNOW WE MORE THAN THAT!!!- NO WE ARENT!!!- IM DONE WITH YOU BRO!! YOU LAME AS FUCK!!- I got my shit and left. She sat there on the couch crying. Camilla and Dre went downstairs and comforted her. I went home and listened to music to calm myself down.
