It's been about a week since I last talked to Alicia. I guess she was still upset about our argument. It was a Wednesday, damn September almost here. I had just got home from practice around 6. I put my gear up and put my back down. My brother ace (23) was upstairs with his homeboys playing the game.My younger sister jade (13) came in- daddy made spaghetti, you want some?- yeah sis fix me a plate.- she nodded her head and left out. I showered and sat at my desk. She brought my food and I thanked her. She left out and went to go talk with my dad in the living room. I was eating when a unknown number called me.- Anthony can I please come over? - she was crying.- yeah you can come through, you good?- I'm fine, I just need to get away- I'll come get you- I'm down the street it's okay- alright, knock on my window when you here my people home.- thank you so much- she hung up. About 20 mins later I heard a light tap at my window. I went and opened it. She handed me her overnight bag. The hell she got that for? I sat it on the bed and and helped her in. She ain't look too good, like she been crying for days. She hugged me tightly, sinking her face into my chest.- wassup with you? - I said as I rubbed her back.- I got into a big fight with my mom, she found out about us- I thought she already knew- no Anthony, the sex part. She said I was acting different - she started crying even harder.- she called me hoe and told me to get out her shit... I had nowhere else to go -she said sniffling. Her mom was something else. I felt bad.- look you can stay here tonight and I'll talk to my pops about it tomorrow- thank you!- it's fine girl, don't mention it.- pops find out she in here he gone fuck me up. She laid down and bundled up under the covers. I texted jade- pops sleep?- yeah I think he's sleep on the couch- she replied. Shit, the living room is right by my room. I locked my door and got into bed. I could hear her lightly sobbing. I held her.- don't trip on her- she held my arm tightly. We eventually fell asleep. My alarm went off at 6:15 am. We both got up and started getting ready.- you got a jacket I can wear?- I handed her my all black Nike windbreaker. She put on some black shorts and her black coach slides. I put on a wifebeater, a black jacket, some sweats and my af1. We grabbed our bags and were heading to the front door when my dad came from the kitchen.- y'all two come here ,now- he said pointing to the couch. This nigga about to get on my ass. We sat on the couch. Alicia was scared. He stood over us.- I'm not mad at y'all alright? But boy I told if you having company let me know- he said.- my bad pops, you wasn't in a good mood and I didn't wanna bother you- that don't matter, if you bringing someone in my house I need to know- he said sternly.- i apologize pops -I said twisting my hair.- y'all using protection, right? I'm not trying to be a grandfather at 39- pops we not having sex- bullshit, nigga I was 16 once. How you think ace got here? I know the game- we do mr. Torres- Alicia said under her breath lying.- that's all that matters, I'm cool with y'all doing y'all thing. Just be safe with it, alright- thank you sir - she said in a low tone.- and you welcome to stay as long as you please, I heard y'all conversation last night - he said. I knew that nigga wasn't sleep. We nodded our heads and got up- let me talk to you before you go - he said grabbing my arm. I handed her my keys.- go start the car -she left out.- be honest with me son, you hit that raw didn't you?- I'm not gone lie pops, I did.- you pulled out?- I couldn't, it was too good- See you already slipping up my boy, you can't be doing that shit.- I know but in the moment Ion be thinking- well you need to start- he checked his watch- gone before you be late- he patted my back. I went to the car and she was in the passenger seat on snap. I got in and drove to school. Wiz & nene were waiting in the parking lot for me. When they saw Alicia hop out with me they did the most.- ooooo hey y'all, y'all look cute - nene said hugging us both- oh shit y'all two official?- wiz asked handing me the blunt.- yes javonte, we are - Alicia said holding my hand.- yesss girl I love - nene said. She looked at him and laughed.- girl you too funny - she said. We went in and sat in the courtyard. Alicia was on my lap snapping pictures of us. She posted them to her page. People started messaging her saying I wasn't good enough for her and shit. She turned her phone off and ignored them. She kissed me.- I'm not listening to them - she said reassuring me. I smiled- fuck them!- we laughed and held each other. Wiz was still texting Camilla, she left that Nigga on delivered. Nene and Alicia started talking about hair. I saw my ex Vanessa walking from the cafeteria. She glanced over at me and waved. I gave her a death stare , I hated that bitch. She was my first everything. First love, first body, first hurt. She slept with my teammate and sent the video to me. My brother ace stopped me from killing her that night. I beat her ass into a coma, I blacked out. I finally got over her when I met Alicia. Wiz noticed- aye nigga let's go to the library- he said to distract me. I nodded my head and got up. Alicia looked in the direction I was looking and saw her.- who's she?- I ignored her.- his ex nessa- nene whispered to her.- I'll tell you about that later girl - he said. We all went to the library. Nene and Alicia went off on their own somewhere. Wiz and I made plans for the weekend.- so that's the one who cheated on him?- yesss girl but not only did she cheat, she sent the video to him. Girl he fucked her up bad!- what?! -Alicia whispered.- I'm not saying it's okay but she deserved it- nene said- he never told me all that, he just said she cheated.- I know girl, that's why I can't believe he got with you. He ain't trust no girl after that. Caramel real sensitive and fragile, be careful girl- I would never do anything like that unt unt- I hope not, he does not play.- we were just about to leave when nene and Alicia came back. They sat next to us.- wiz baby you need a haircuttt!- nene said- man no I don't I'm tryna grow my shit out- wiz said rubbing his hair. Alicia looked at me and rubbed my beard.- you okay? - I'm alright -she could tell I wasn't.- no you're not, come here- she pulled me close and held me.- you can talk to me - she said into my ear. I ignored her. A few minutes later the bell rung. We got our bags and made our way to Mr. L's class. He greeted us and we sat down. He came over to me.- Tonio I read your essay, it was good man. Hope all is well- he patted my shoulder. He went back to his desk and began grading papers.- what did you write about?- Alicia asked me. I ignored her. I put my headphones on and listened to my music as I worked. 40 minutes later the bell rang and it was time to go to lunch. I walked there alone. Alicia and them ain't know what was wrong with me.- fuck that nigga problem is?- wiz said upset.- javonteeee, you know how he is don't even- nene said buying snacks from the vending machine. Alicia was standing with them watching me pissed. After lunch we went to our last period of the day, then dismissal. Nene, wiz, and Alicia were all waiting for me by my car. I unlocked the doors and they got in. Wiz handed me a blunt and I hogged it. I felt so many different emotions, the music and smoking helped calm me down. I dropped nene off, then wiz, finally leaving Alicia and I alone. I was on my way to the house.- can you please talk to me?- she placed her hand under my chin.- wassup?- I asked her blankly, not breaking my gaze from the road.- that's not healthy, I'm worried about you- what's not?- not talking about shit that hurt you- I placed the blunt in the ashtray and held her hand.- I'm good, I know how to handle me- she ain't like that response but she left it alone. We got home about 26 minutes later. We went in and I headed straight for the bed. I ain't bother with my shoes or nothing. I turned the music up and laid there. She looked at me mad. I fell sleep. I woke up around 9 pm and she wasn't in sight. I got up and went into the kitchen, my pops wasn't home yet. I fixed myself a cup of juice and went back to the room. When I walked in she was laying on the bed in her towel on her phone. I sat down and put the cup on my nightstand. She looked at me.- you feeling better now?- I been better baby - I kissed her, a big smile taking form on her face.- good, I don't like seeing you like that .- I ain't mean to act like a ass, I'll try not to do that shit - I got 2 alerts from my phone. 1 from my pops saying make sure jade straight and another from instagram. It was a follow from nessa. This bitch was really getting to me.- bae look at this shit- I showed it to her.- ignore it and block her then- nah ima show her something- the next day there wasn't any school. We was in the living room eating with jade when Camilla texted her. She was letting Alicia know that no one was home and that she could go get some clothes.- sis we'll be back in a few alright?- okayyy and bring me something back- I gotchu - I hugged her and Alicia and I left. Ace was home so she was good. We went to her house. I was gone wait in the car but she wanted me to come help her. As she was packing I couldn't help but just stare. She had on my Nike windbreaker, nike pro shorts, and the matching slides. She was looking for something in her drawer when I went up behind her and pulled her back on to me and held her.- you wanna have my babies?- boy what you talking about?- she asked giggling.- you know what I'm on -I kissed her neck causing her to shiver.- just wait I'm almost done, we can go back to your house - she held my arms trying to fight the way I was making her feel.- I can't wait, you just so damn beautiful- anthonyyyy stoppp- I placed my hand between her legs. She closed them my around my hand. I could feel the heartbeat she had in her panties.- this shit forever, you hear me? -I said as I breathed and sucked on her neck. I genuinely felt like this but at the same time I wanted to fuck.- I hear you papi- I felt her legs squeeze tighter together. I helped her undress, she quickly faced me and tongued me down.she reached in my shorts and started rubbing my tip. She then pulled my dick out and started beating it. I grabbed my phone and played some slow music on her speaker for background noise. She handed me hers and I stared at it.- why you giving me this?- record me -she said seductively. I ain't think twice, I started recording using the front camera. I held it by my head aiming it down slightly to get her in it. She started slow kissing a nigga when she seen that phone. She finished undressing me and crawled onto the bed. She arched her back and waited for me. I positioned myself behind her. I switched to the back camera and turned the flash on. I slowly eased myself in.- ooowww- she softly moaned out. I stroked slowly but once she got adjusted I was beating that shit up. I had my free hand gripping her left cheek. My dick was shining cause she was so wet.- take this dick and shut up- ooooo I willlll -she responded. She liked when a nigga roughed her up. I slipped out not paying attention. She looked back at me and reached under grabbing me. She jerked me off for a lil minute before sliding that shit back in. She started throwing that shit back , a nigga could not last. Just as I was finna say fuck it and nut she stopped. She pulled away and turned to me. She came up to my ear.- I wanna ride you - she said putting her arms around my neck. I picked her up and sat down. She pushed me back and rode the absolute fuck out of me. I was groaning like a straight bitch. I played with her clit causing her to tremble.- you gone make me cuummm - she pleaded. She laid on my chest and started nutting. I switched the camera and put it under her getting a clear view. I pulled my dick out with my left hand and all her juices started oozing out. She was kissing me as she reached back to put me in again. She slowly went up and down. She started clenching, causing me to bust.- you something else -I said smacking her ass. She jumped and bit her lip.- mmmm only for you -we fucked for another 10 minutes. I ended that shit by giving her head. We were in the shower, her mom got off in 30 minutes and bae did not wanna see her.- don't show nobody that shit- I said seriously.- boy I'm not!-. We finished, got dressed, I grabbed her bags, and we left. We got to my house. I put her bags up in my closet. She went in the kitchen to make us some lunch. Jade and ace came downstairs.- y'all were gone long!- jade scolded.- I took her to her house girl, chill- ace already what was up. He sat there laughing to himself. I looked at him.- tryna smoke?- bring yo ass on then nigga - he said. I followed him to his room and closed the door. He started rolling up.- what y'all on lil bro?- It's serious fam, she ain't like nessa.- I love that for you nigga, she seem like a good girl. Don't fuck that shit up los- hell nah nigga, I'm not coming up off her- 30 minutes went by and Alicia came up and knocked.- foods done -she handed us both a plate- thank you - I kissed her cheek.- preciate it sis- said ace. She smiled and left out, going downstairs to watch tv with jade. Pops came home around 4 hours later. I was laying on Alicia just sweet talking my ass off.- you ain't hearing me though, I'm in love with yo fine ass- anthonyyy I knooww, I'm in love with you too!- she laughed.- ima buy us a big house, we gone have 10 kids, watch what I tell you- unt unt 10 is too many- how about 8?- boy you funny as hell- she started laughing. My dad knocked.- it's open pops- he opened the door and waved.- y'all good?- yes, mr Torres- girl you can call me pops or Marcelo and los you need to finish fixing that car up. I ordered the parts for you.- I'll do it this weekend definitely- yeah I hear you nigga - he left out. She started playing with my hair. She massaged my scalp and put me straight to sleep. Friday was finally here. We made plans to go chili's after school. It was me, Alicia,wiz, nene, and one of wiz's hoes. We got seated and looked at the menu. Alicia had her right arm wrapped around my left and her head resting on my shoulder. Nene took a pic of us- y'all are so cute!- preciate it nene- I said.- I'm tryna get like y'all, on bro - wiz said looking at his "girl". She was blushing. We all ordered and as we waited for our food I went on instagram. Nessa had sent me a dm. It read.- heyyy boo, I saw you the other day. How are you?- I showed Alicia.- look at this shit- why is she texting you?- Ion know, she bout to piss me off- I'll deal with her- she took a pic of nessa's ig.- what you gone do?- you'll see -she kissed my cheek. We were eating and talking. My phone started going off with messages and calls from nessa. I walked away and I picked up.- why the fuck you keep calling me?- that bitch just sent me a video of y'all, really Anthony?! - nessa stop calling me with this shit! We been done!! And I'm glad she sent you that, you can see how you made a nigga feel! -I hung up and went back to them.- you good my boy?- wiz asked.- yeah nigga I'm straight - I was red and breathing hard, far from good. I pulled Alicia to the bathroom.- you sent that video to nessa?- I sure did, why? You mad at me?- why you ain't tell me first? She might put that shit out bae- I was stressing.- who cares if she does? you insecure or something?- nah but I still don't want my dick out on display- why not? You should be proud of it - she held me.- I am but that's not the point. I can be proud in private - well if she posts it I'll beat her ass- she said smiling and laughing. Damn this girl crazy as fuck.- you riding for a nigga like that?- she nodded her head yes.- always -she got on her tip toes to kiss me.- come on we gotta leave - I said pulling away.- you right, let's go -we walked out and went back to the table. We paid for the food and headed to my house. We were all sitting on the porch. I was just about to go inside when nessa pulled up with 2 of her homegirls- hoe you fucking with my man?!- nessa said walking up to Alicia. I quickly got in between them.- you ain't finna touch her!- I said pushing nessa back.- hoe he don't want you! He be fucking and sucking me every night and you mad!- Alicia said laughing.- MOVE ANTHONY!!- nessa screamed. She started hitting and scratching me. Her homegirls were trying to get to Alicia but wiz stopped them.- y'all bitches better get on with that shit!- wiz said pissed.- bae please let me beat her ass!- Alicia said taking her earrings out. She put her hair up. I ignored her and picked nessa up. I took her to the car and pinned her against it.- fuck you doing all that for girl!?- I want you! This bitch ain't nobody!- grow up and stop that shit! It's been a year!- she started punching me. Alicia looked over and saw this. She ran over and started fucking her up.- don't hit him hoe!!- she said as she pulled nessa to the ground by her lace. I tried pulling them apart but they wasn't letting go. Wiz came over and helped me. He pulled nessa while I pulled Alicia- GO IN THE FUCKING HOUSE!! - I yelled at her.- no she wanna go let's go- she said out of breath. My dad pulled in the driveway and hopped out with his glock .- y'all better get the fuck from over here with this shit!- he threatened. Nessa and her friends hurriedly left. Alicia picked nessas wig up and held it in the air.- weak ass bitch!- she screamed. I took Alicia inside. She had a busted lip and 2 broken nails but that was it.- i told yo ass to chill out man!- she the one came here starting it shit!! Hoe fucked with the right one, I'm not just any bitch!- my dad came in my room pissed.- was that the nessa girl you been telling me bout?- he asked angrily- yeah that's her, ion know what her issue is pops- I said as I wrapped Alicia's fingers.- that lil tramp come round here again ima have your cousins get on her ass! - he came over to us.- you alright sweetie?- he said looking at Alicia- I'm fine Marcelo, that hoe couldn't fight- he started laughing- nigga you sure know how to pick em- he said looking at me- pops chill- I said hiding my laugh.- I'll leave y'all alone - he left out and called my aunts. I cleaned Alicia's lip. My phone went off and I checked it. This bitch posted the fucking video, and tagged us. I was beyond heated.- bae she posted it!!- when I see that hoe ima beat her ass again, she just mad and jealous!- fuck all that! My people gone see this shit man!- let's just go tell them now so they won't be surprised then!- we went into the living room and called everyone down. Nene and wiz were already sitting on the couch. My dad and siblings came down.- y'all might get sent a video of us, we just letting y'all know now so y'all can prepare- I hope it ain't what I think it is los- ace said laughing- ewwww!- jade said covering her ears. My dad started laughing.- you really just like me.- my dad said shaking his head.- was it bad? Y'all acting like it was ass or something- ace said.- far from it but we young nigga, who wanna get put out like that at 16- shouldn't be fucking then , hot in the pants ass nigga- fuck you just said?- yall lil asses need to be in school, too busy being grown- I tackled that nigga into the wall and started lashing out.- aye Anthony get off of him! - my dad said as him and wiz pulled me off. I grabbed Alicia and we went in my room. I slammed the door and locked it- like I said y'all, real fragile and sensitive!- nene said. Ace held his stomach and went upstairs to his room. Alicia spent all night calming me down. That morning I was on instagram watching the video. I can't believe this hoe really did that. Alicia brought me a plate.- bae don't stress over that, at least we looked good- I'm not tripping, she just lame for putting it out. - I closed my phone and started eating. She ate her sandwich and looked at me.- you still love her?- what make you say that?- I'm just asking- I do but I'm over her - she nodded her head and finished eating.- Kayla and Isis outside, we going to the mall- she said grabbing her purse.- just check in with me, you know - I got up and hugged her- I will-she kissed me and left. When she left I got a call from saniya on instagram. I answered- so you just gone ghost me Anthony?- my bad I been dealing with shit- yeah too busy fucking hoes, I saw your video. - man chill, im with somebody im not with all that no more - you know you wanna come see me - not really- oh that must be yo lil girlfriend in the video- bout time you caught on- she cute or whatever I guess- niya said rolling her eyes.- I know it but on some real shit, don't call me again- I hung up. I put on my blue nautica fit with the slides. I checked my phone. Wiz had hit me telling me to pull up on 10th. That's where we all grew up. Pops moved 2 years ago cause shit was getting bad. I grabbed my book bag and slid over there. I got out and dapped him up.- I got that shit for you -I handed him the bag. He opened it and looked, it was 3 kilos of coke.- preciate it los- he sat it in his trunk.- I'm finna go grab some dutches, you want anything?- he asked.- shiiitt a honey bun and a Arizona- got you - he hit the corner and went in the store.
