We Meet Again (Ranboo x reader)

3.

Tw:mentions of self harm

It'd been a few days since this Ranboo guy had shown up. They'd gotten to know each other better and he was really nice.

Anyway it was 1am when Y/n got hungry and decided to heat up some food. Whilst the food was warming up she checked the comments on her lastest tiktok post. As she expected there was lots of hate.

Go kill yourself, your not Tubbo's sister.

Stop pretending.

Go kys bitch.

Your fat as fuck bro. Lose some weight and then die.

One really stuck out to her.

If you could really think for one second that your special then your wrong. You'll never be special because your pretending to be Tubbo's sister.

Y/n began to cry quietly.

Maybe I should end it. People hate me. I know it'd make Tubbo and Tommy sad, probably not anyone else though.

"Y/n? You okay?" She wipes the tears off her face quickly and turned around to see Ranboo standing there. She smiled, hopped off the counter, and walked over to the microwave.

"Oh I'm fine Ranboo. Thank you though." He put a hand on her shoulder and turned around to face him.

"You don't look like your okay. Your eyes are red, where you crying?"

"No I'm fine." She went to turn around but he kept a strong grip on her shoulders.

"Your not fine. What happened?" She showed him the comments on her video.

"This is what happened." He hugged her tightly.

"I'm so sorry Y/n." They sat down on the counter and she began to eat quietly. "Have you ever thought about actually doing it?"

"Doing what?"

"You know...Ending it." Y/n looked down at her food.

"A few times. Don't tell Tubbo though."

"Can I see your arms?"

Can I really trust him? What if he tells Tubbo.

She hesitated but noddded. He gently grabbed her arm and pulled up the sleeves. There were fresh marks and old scars going up and down both of them.

"Holy crap. Why Y/n?"

"Because according to the world I don't deserve what I have. I don't deserve to be in this body and I can't do anything except cut myself a little bit everyday."

"You need to stop cutting yourself. You do matter and you deserve to live. Your beautiful the way you are and you shouldn't listen to what other people say." She blushed lightly as Ranboo didn't let go of her hands. "Everyday I'm going to ask if you cut yourself and your gonna give me a honest answer. I will do everything I can to make you feel like you deserve to live." She chuckled.

"Thank you Ranboo but a lot of people have said that and failed. Don't worry about me okay? Have fun with Tubbo while your here. I'll talk to you again tomorrow for the vlog." She tried to hop off the counter but once again Ranboo didn't let go of her hands. He looked really sad.

"Y/n. How many people have tried."

"13. And not one has been successful." She gently pulled her hands out of Ranboo's and walked up to her room. Y/n got under the covers and fell asleep.