We Meet Again (Ranboo x reader)

5.

Tw:mentions of death and self harm

Y/n woke up with Ranboo tightly hugging her and her head on his shoulder. She blushed furiously and tried to move out of his arms without him waking up.

Right before she managed to squeeze out of his arms Ranboo woke up.

"Holy crap I'm so sorry." He covered his face with his hands after letting go of her.

"It's okay Ranboo. What would you like for breakfast?" He moved his hands and he was blushing furiously.

Does that mean anything? Wait a damn minute. Do I have a crush on Ranboo?! No that'd be really weird because aren't him and Tubbo super close friends. Tubbo would hate me.

"Um...Can we make pancakes?"

"If you want too, come on." The two walked into the kitchen leaving Tubbo fast asleep on the couch. "Can you grab the pancake mix and the milk? I'll get a bowl and heat up the stove." She turned on the stove, put a pan on it, and grabbed a bowl. She turned around and bumped right into Ranboo.

"My bad." They both said at the same time. Ranboo set the pancake mix and the milk down.

"So what do we do?" He asked leaning against the counter.

"Just pour in a cup of milk and three cups of pancake mix. Then mix it until all the lumps are gone." Y/n put everything in the bowl and Ranboo mixed it.

His focus face is adorable...

Wait no I can't say that. Tubbo will freak if he finds out I have a crush on Ranboo. Can I even call it a crush? We've only known each other for like maybe a week or two.

She put her head in her hands.

"Everything okay Y/n?"

"Yeah." She mumbled.

"Hey um...Don't look at the comment section of Tommy's vlog that we filmed yesterday okay?"

"Why not?"

"Just don't." Ranboo poured a small bit of the pancake mix into the pan. While he was cooking the pancakes she pulled out her phone and went onto Tommy's channel, despite Ranboo's warning.

Most of the comments where death threats, hate, body shaming, etc. All because she was in the vlog.

Everyone's right. I deserve to die. I hate myself so much.

"What're you doing?" Ranboo Asked. He grabbed her arm gently and pulled up her sleeve. "Good job. No cuts right?"

"No. But I want too."

"Why? What happened?" She showed him the comments.

"Y/n...I told you not to look at the comments. You never read the comments." She burst out in sobs. Ranboo turned off the oven and hugged her tightly. She buried her face in his hoodie.

"Hey, it's okay N/n. Here give me your hands." She put her hands against Ranboo's.

"Your beautiful." He put Down one finger.

"Your talented." He lowered another one. He complimented her until every one of her fingers was down.

"What was that?"

"Reasons to live. Y/n you need to realize that people love and care about you and if you died...People would miss you."

"That's not true. I bet if I died someone would laugh."

"If you died I know Tubbo, Tommy, and myself would all fall into depression. You know how much Tubbo would miss you? He'd do anything to get you back."

"Why do you care? We barley even know each other." Ranboo's face fell and tears gathered at the edges of his eyes.

"A few years ago my cousin was having a hard time...figuring things out. And she couldn't get help that's available now. So she got overwhelmed and passed. I want to make sure that nothing like that will happen to anyone else."

"Oh...I'm sorry."

"It's okay. I want to help you Y/n. Will you allow me to help?" She looked down at the ground.

Will this time be different? I don't know. Probably not, let's see.

"Sure."