Alone - TXT Choi Beomgyu FF

Guilty Feeling | Chapter 14

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"So... what are we doing again?" I asked. Apparently Dejun and his friends are apart of some gang, NCT I blieve? Dejun and his friends are in a unit called WayV, they usually do all the hacking, information collecting, and interrogation. Most of the time. But if they have to fight, they will.

"You're asking me? Ask them" Beomgyu said. Honestly speaking, I don't even know how Dejun joined this so called NCT gang. We were apart for 6 years and he's suddenly in a gang?

"Doing some hacking, tracking, and tracing back some steps you might've missed.."

"Wha- what? Some steps? What steps?" I asked

"Xiaojun.." Their leader growled and glared at Dejun. Dejun nodded grabbed my shoulder, turning me around and pushing me out of the living room and into Beomgyu's room.

"Hey! What are you doing?"

"Yi Jie, please. You think looking for a missing girl was a part of our agenda? No, it was not. If you want to find your daughter, sit tight and zip that mouth of yours. Got it?" I grumbled and sat on the edge of the bed with my arms crossed. He sighed and I can see him massaging his temple.

"I'll get your boyfriend to accompany you. Just– don't disturb us please" He left the room and closed the door. Few seconds the door opened once again and revealed a tired looking Beomgyu. He smiled softly, in which I gladly return the smile. I open my arms wide, inviting him to my embrace.

"Come here you big baby bear" He chuckled and hurriedly climbed the bed, immediately hugging my waist and pulling us both down. Resulting in the two of us laying on the bed.

"You look tired gyu, are you okay?" He hummed and buried his face in the crook of my neck. I can feel his warm breath on my neck, along with his soft lips occasionally brushing against shoulder.

"To be honest with you, I'm not feeling okay" I looked down at him and pat his head. "Wanna talk about it?"

"It's just... I feel bad y'know? I feel like this is somewhat, partially my fault. The thought keeps lingering on my kind 24/7. Sometimes it forbids me to sleep till I see the daylight" I hum in response and start caressing his fluffy hair. "It's not your fault gyu... don't put all the blame on yourself"

"I'll try... can we cuddle for now?" I chuckled and pull him closer "We already are, gyu"

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"Wake up lovers!" I open my eyes to be met by the burning ray of sunshine. I groan and close my eyes once again, covering my whole body with the blanket. I looked at Beomgyu and he seems unbothered by the noise. I yawned and snuggled closer to him as his hands make their way around my waist.

But then, I felt the bed shake. I groaned and pulled off the cover before getting up, glaring at whoever interrupted my sleep. "Ah good you're awake, breakfast is ready"

I grabbed my phone from the nightstand and opened it. "HUENING KAI IT'S 6 FCKIN AM!!!" When I turned my head, he was already gone. I angrily stood up from the bed and made my way to the kitchen.

"Kai you littl– w-what?" It's Fei. There she sat, peacefully eating her waffles with her head down. I wonder why she's doing that. I looked around the room. No one's here. I looked back to the bedroom to call Beomgyu but he's not there either. When did he get up?

"Where are Dejun's friends? Weren't they here last night?" The coffee table in the living room is empty. No computers. laptops, or whatever weird unexplainable gadgets they brought here last night. I turned my attention back to Fei.

Something didn't feel quite right. Her aura isn't as cheerful as it used to be. I slowly approach her. I gently grabbed her shoulder and turned her to face me. I immediately fell back and landed butt first on the floor.

This is not Fei. Her skin is white as snow, eyes black as the night, clothes ripped, her hair looks untamed, and more importantly, blood was dripping down her entire body. I fixed my gaze on her arm, it looked like she had stitches and blood is coming out of it.

"Mom.. help me.. I'm in pain" I backed away and told her to stop. But she kept going. I could hear incoherent murmurs and mumblings around the room. "Mom, please help me"

I stood up and ran to the bedroom, locking the door immediately. "MOM!!" She shouted, whoever she is. she's not my Fei. I felt the door banging as I tried my best to hold it, afraid that the lock wouldn't help. "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" The girl shouted, and almost instantly the whole room starts to turn black and crumbling. I hid under Beomgyu's study table and covered my ears, closing my eyes, hoping for all of this to stop.

"YI JIE!" I jolted up, looking around the room. Bomi, Dejun, and the boys were there, standing around the bed. Beomgyu and Dejun holding both of my arms. I breathed heavily as I felt beads of sweat and tears stream down my face. "Are you okay?"

After snapping out of my thoughts, I hurriedly hugged Beomgyu. He looked worried. I tightened the hug and cried on his shoulders.

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Beomgyu POV

I felt her warm tears on my shoulder. I patted her back as I signal everyone else to leave the room. Yeonjun put the tray of food on the nightstand before rushing everyone out of the room. I gently stroked her hair and shushed her cries. "What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?"

"Fei– I saw her in my dream. Her body was covered with blood and her skin was pale and– and..." I held her cheek and pecked her lips to make her stop talking. "Don't worry, I know for sure she is fine. We are going to find her soon, okay?"

She nodded, breath still heavy. I picked up the tray of food and put it on my lap. I scooped the bowl of porridge and brought the spoon closer to her mouth. "Say ahh" She chuckled and opened her mouth as I fed her the porridge.

"So, those gangsters said might've found where Fei is" She widened her eyes and held my should. "Are you for real?"

I nodded. "But before you say anything else, they said they needed to check the area cause it might be dangerous? Or something like that"

"FINALLY! We're going" I shook my head and stared at her with a "wdym" look. "You mean we're going? Like– going with them?" She nodded with her innocent face.

"But they said it's dangerous, what if we get hurt? Leave it those gangsters, they know what they're doing" I continued to feed her the porridge, in hopes she'd undo her intention of going with them. "Come on, what's the worst that could happen?"

"A lot. A lot of terrible things could happen"

"We're going. That's final" Oh Lord help me with this woman

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