Part 2

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When I felt a little bit better, I went to my own apartment. Without changing my clothes, I jumped to bed and slowly drifted to sleep.

Morning came and I opened my eyes. I groaned as I got up. I went to the toilet and took a bath. I made a simple breakfast and ate it alone. The sun was sunny and it was a good day for a walk. I looked into my closet. My eyes roamed around, looking for the suitable outfit. A dress caught my attention. I took it and memories started to flood.

Its the dress where I used to wear when i was young. When I was single. I used to go to places like clubs but have never drank.  Weird, ey? I was lonely but till I met this amazing guy, Kai. He stopped me from all of those.

Without realizing it, Im crying again. His words from last night rewinds in my mind again.

"Can you let me rest?"

"Leave me alone,"

"Your being annoying and clingy, "

"Girls like this,"

I went out from my apartment and went to a park. Little kids were everywhere, playing happily. I envied how they are so carefree.

I went to starbucks to buy a coffee. I walked around the mall, trying to relax myself and refrain from thinking about Jong In. It was almost evening and I have just walked half of the mall. I decided to go back. I exited the place and started walking. I walked pass by this Nightclub. It looks really interesting. A smile crept into my face.

Why not have some fun, eh?

I went to my apartment and opened my closet. I took out that black dress and wore it. Not to brag, I looked hot. It hugged my curves and it stops above my knees. I wore eyeliner and some accessories. I wore my black heels and Im done.

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I stood infront of the nightclub. Its been awhile since I've been to places like this. I took a deep breath and entered. People dancing, neon lights flashing and the dj playing his jam. It was hot and high. I sat down at the bar.

"What do you wanna drink, my lady?" The bartender asked. "Vodka is nice. Try it,"

Should I?

"One glass of vodka then," I said and flashed a smile. He replied me with a wink. Okay, he's cute.

Three HOT guys approached me. "Hey, you alone?" One of them asked. I nodded and smiled. The three of them smiled and gave the can-we-sit-with-you look. I nodded again and they sat down. "4 glasses of vodka please" One of them ordered. The drinks came and he handed me one.

I gladly took it and mouthed 'cheers' to the other 2 guys.

The next thing I knew, I was dancing on the dance floor. Getting touched everywhere. Receiving neck kisses. I was dizzy but I dont care. Waving my hips from side to side, dancing to the music.  A guy embraced me from behind and I did nothing but smiled.

I was having fun but then a guy grabbed my wrist and dragged me out. His grip was tight as hell. He pinned me on the wall and I looked at his face.

Kim Jong In.

My expression changed.

"I've been looking everywhere for you," He said. "Out of all places, you just had to be here,"

"Im not your baby, Kai,"

"Can you stop it?! You know I hate it when you come to this bitchplaces!" His voice full of anger. I shot him a look.

"That night when you came home, did you drink alcohol? I dont think you'd lie to me right now," I asked him.

"I did," he admitted. "I was stressed and I drank a little," I let out a scoff.

"Then if I say Im so stressed right now, would you let me go back in there?"

My words hit him.

He looked down, not facing me. He punched the wall and I gasped, on the inside. I tried to stay cool. He faced me. His face was undescribable. It broke my heart when he started to slowly walk away.

When his figure is invisible, I started crying. Kai's blood on the wall started to flow down.

I realized I was being cheap, letting anyone touch me just like that.

No, this isnt me.

I walked away from the place and headed back to my apartment. I took a bath. I wore my sweatpants and sweater then tied my hair into a bun.

Its 10.15pm. I cant sleep nor relax. I want Kai, I need him here.

Its amazing how one night, one moment and one thing  can change a lot of things.

I wonder what is Kai doing right now.

I got up from bed and wore my sneakers. I turned off the lights and locked my door. I exited the building and took a taxi.

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I stood infront of Kai's house. It was dark, the lights werent open. The main door was not locked so I entered. I opened the lights. I tried my best to not make any sounds as I went upstairs. I crept into our room and found him sleeping. He didnt change his clothes and he wasnt using a blanket.

My expression softened.

I quietly approached him. My eyes landed on his hand. It was not treated nor disturbed. It was just left like that. I grabbed the aid kit and quietly took out the things I need. I gently held his hand and started cleaning it with alcohol.

I understand how it would hurt so I blew gently everytime I caress his knuckles with the cotton.

When Im done, I wrapped his hand with bandage. I quietly stood up and was about to get out. Out of a sudden, I was embraced from behind.

"Kai....," I said in a low voice. He didnt respond and just stayed there. It was silent for awhile. It was then I realized he's crying.

"I thought I stopped you from going to those places," he started in a cracked voice. "I'd always thought only I can touch you. No one else but only me,"

"Mianhae, Jong In," I apologized. I realized how my actions really hurt him. Kai has never cried infront of me.

"Im sorry, for that night. I know my words went over the line but I swear to god, you're not annoying or clingy. You never make me feel tired nor burdened. But instead, your always there for me, supporting me. I was drunk and stressed. I know you hate alcohol. Im sorry, babe, I really am. I wont let it happen again, just please, dont leave me,"  He sobbed and my shirt was wet. "I love you," He said in a soft voice but loud enough for me to hear.

I cant help but to turn around and wrap my arms around his neck, hugging him.

"Urgh, Jong In. Im sorry,"

The long, tight and warm hugs we always have.

I looked at his face and deeply into his eyes. I wiped his tears away with my thumb. He leaned in and our lips came crashing together.

I missed this.

The kiss was passionate and sweet. I played with his hair. "I love you," He said through the kiss.

The next thing I knew, he was on top of me on the bed.

"Only I can touch you," he said and continued the kiss.

Its attractive on how this babe of mine could change in a keep of an eye. In a moment, he's crying but the next moment, he can be sexy.

I smiled and let him be.

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A/N : My imagination is getting boring, blerrghhhhhhh. And that was part 2~

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