EXO IMAGINES

Sehun ☆ My Past

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"That's a rap!" My manager said.

I collapsed on the ground and my manager lended me a bottle of water. I gladly took it and flashed a smile.

Manager : _____ , you did great today. But, there were some parts of the dance that you didnt manage to get it right. Other than that, everything was perfect. Espeacially, your singging.

I frowned at his statement.

You : Alright then. I'll stay here and practice more.

Manager : No, you dont have to. You look exhausted.  We can continue tomorrow.

You : Im having my comeback soon. Dont worry too much.

I assured him.

My manager nodded and stood up. He packed his things and bid me goodbye.

Manager : Dont practice too long. You need to rest too.

He said before leaving. I nodded my head and waved. After resting for a few minutes, I started practicing. 

I sang and dance but then I realized which part of the dance my manager was talking about. I practiced and practiced but I couldnt get it right.

"Shit this." I cursed out loud. My legs  feel so damn sore.

I heard someone let out a chuckle which startled me.

Dont tell me a ghost is in here.

I turned my head to the direction of the sound which was the door. I was surprised to see him, Oh Sehun.

I turned around and was about to approach my bag  but then,

"OUCH! SHIT! CRAMP!" I yelled or cursed while holding leg and trying to settle down on the floor. Sehun instantly approached me.

"Yah! You practiced too much! Didnt I tell you to always take good care of yourself?" He nagged.  "Im fine, Sehun." I said as I tried to get out from his grip. 

He settled me down on the floor. He touched my leg and I cant help but to groan in pain.

Sehun : You danced too much. Rest for awhile.

"Oh." Was all I could say. The atmosphere was dead and awkward.  Why wouldnt it be? Being in the same room with your EX- Boyfriend that cheated on me. This was the first time we talked since the break up.

Sehun : You know, your still the same.

He said with a chuckle. I raised my eyebrows.

Me : Huh?

Sehun : The adorable,  you. You cursed when things dont turn out right. I remembered the time where you cursed because you failed to cook dinner for me.

Me : Ahhh.. You still remember, eh?

I said and chuckled lightly.

"I remember every single thing and flaw about you." He mumbled. I look at him but then turned away. I didnt know how to reply. I just sat there and did nothing.

Sehun : ______ .

He called out. I mentally sighed.

Sehun : I never get to really say this but... Im sorry. For everything. I know I hurt y----

Me : So much. So deep, Oh Sehun.

I cutted him off. Tears started to form and blur my vision.

Me : You dont know how much I suffered. I even tried to commit suicide because of you. Sehun, if you didnt love me from the start, why bother to enter my life?  Was 3 years of us together really meant nothing to you?

I questioned him. Tears then rolled down uncontrollably. The past of 'us' just came back and hits me all over again.

I stood up and was about to leave but then, someone embraced me from behind.

Me : Sehun, I need to go home.

Sehun : I only knew how much I love you when you let me go. How you play a big role in my life. 3 years was everything and precious to me because I spend it with you. I was stupid. I'd do anything to turn time but I clearly know, I cant.

He said and cried. He kissed my hair which made me remember the good times we had together.

Sehun : It was always you and only you. It will forever be.

I closed my eyes and mentally sighed. I removed his arms and head ouy from the building, leaving him there.

I went into my car and calmed myself down. I want to stop crying but I cant.

His smile. His warm hugs. His sweet kisses. His scent. The way he stares at me in awe. The way he does aegyo infront of me. The way he'd ask for a selca. The way he gets jealous. The way we'd cuddle in the middle of the night, feeling each other's warmth. Everything.

"You might be my past but I still love you, Oh Sehun."

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A/N : Wooooo, a sad/angst one   Hope this was good.