* beauty from pain * john wick ( On Hold )

chapter seventeen

I felt a hand grab my upper arm I blink and see winston still in the room I clear my throat I stood up and look down and saw two pink postive lines on each " oh god I don't know if johns ready to be a dad we didn't talk about it hell we're just got together oh no what if it's corys ? " I ask freaking out I felt the pressure in my chest " cherish breathe its alright " winston said " john will be there for you and your little one no matter what " winston said " but cory deserves to know " I said winston didn't say anything
My phone rings I look at the screen and see its john
" john "
" hey honey sorry I couldn't be there "
" its okay are you okay ? "
" im okay what room are you in ? "
" are you here ? "
" on the way don't get to excited "
" sorry john "
John was silent
" we're going to be parents "
John was even more silent.
" thats great hun " john didn't sound to happy
" ill see you when I get back I love you "
"I love you too "
John ends the call .
" somethings wrong I can feel it he didn't seem happy when I told him " I said " its the job he'll be happy once he sees you " winston said
Twenty minutes later the door unlocks its john I sat at the table eating a bucket of fried chicken john walk over to me I wipe my hands with my napkin " thank you " john said " your welcome Johnathan " winston said as he gets up and leaves us alone I stand up " thank you " I said " your welcome " winston said as he shuts the door behide him I turn to john but he wrap me in his arms " im here " john said as he press a hand on my stomach " we're parents " john said I look up at his brown eyes staring at me " yes " I said with a smile on my face john picks me up and spins us around before he sets me back down john kiss me once before he steps away gets down on one knee I put a hand over my mouth I stared at john " I already asked your father, cherish dawn westfall will you do me the honor of being my wife and the mother to my kids ? " john ask I stared at him as he held up a simple diamond ring I froze " is this happening now ?! " I thought I move my hand away from my mouth and take johns hands " yes " I said john let out a breath " for a moment I thought you was going to say no " john said " im carrying your child of course I wouldn't say no I love you " I said as he slid the ring on me and kiss me.
I called bree and ashlyn they was the frist ones I called they jump up and down and was happy for me I asked them to be my bridesmaids they of course said yes. I see john in the background holding up the pregnancy box's " are you ? " they ask at the sametime " yes we got a bun in the oven " john said as he wrap his arms around me and kiss my cheek I kiss his neck " we're going to be bridemaids and aunts ! " ashlyn said everyone was grinning " we have to start planning now the wedding and babyshower! " ashlyn said " okay calm down maybe they will get married on their own and whenever the baby comes along then they will have the big wedding " bree said " we haven't talk about it ill let you girls go I love you! " I said " we love you too " they said we ended the call I fall back against the bed " tired " john said I look over at him " no just alot to think about I mean the baby will be here before we know it and the wedding what about my dress ! " I said " like bree said we can wait to get married til the baby comes " john said as he lays down beside me " I love you " I said as I curl up next to him " I love you too " John said

I woke up to John not next to me " john ? " I call out but no one answered back I figure he went to talk to winston or something I rub my stomach subconuiously I fall asleep rubbing my stomach the next morning I woke up to someone kissing my cheek I look up and see john
" I have to go back " john said " someone stole my car " john said I sigh " charon will take you home " john said " be careful " I said " I love you two " john said as he leans down and kiss my stomach " we love you too " I said john smiles he kisses me and walk out the door leaving me once again alone