* beauty from pain * john wick ( On Hold )

chapter fourteen

I lay there unsure if I wanted to get up bree and ashlyn have check on me every hour since this morning. I sigh i look at my phone and it read : 12 : 42pm. I sat up and stood up grabbing my phone and to the bathroom to get a shower i turn on the water and shut the door, turn on music as background music. I strip my clothes and got into the shower think by kaleida came on my phone.

i uncover myself and blush as everyone stop and stared at my body as i look down at myself it was all brusies and nasty " she likes it rough " iosef said as he push me into the pool i gasp as i hit the water and resurface standing up glaring at iosef as he came into the pool i tried to move away from iosef but iosef grab my arm and i swung my arm around and elbow him in the nose that's when iosef knock my legs out of under me and stick my head under the water i gasp and tried to resurface but couldnt he held my shoulders i felt up his arm and try to slap him, punch him anything to get him off of me i was loosing air and breathing in water. Iosef lets me go and pushes me down under the water further when i resurfaced i gasp for air coughing thats when he began to yell at the waiter or whoever he was by the pool i look around the pool and the others were drinking and laughing i glared at them. " i wish john would come " i thought as i cautiously took a step towards the stairs iosef was currently talking to some girl i look back at the waiter that had drinks and look to the towel rack as i was grabbing a glass from the trey i stared into them brown eyes he looked so ready to kill no doubt he already killed a few guys before making his way here he look so hot.. i drop the glass " stupid bitch ! ( тупая сука ) " iosef screamed as he got out of the pool and started to make his way towards me i step back cutting my feet on the broken glass as i kept distance from iosef but he reach me and grabs nd yanking my arm and threw me into the pool as iosef threw me into the pool thats when the towel rack came crushing down and john and a deadbody came out. iosef dove into the pool and grabs me i held my breath as the guards began to shoot at john the others quickly ran out of the pool and upstairs " hes here! " i sing iosef stared at me but didnt say anything he turn around and just as he was reaching for his gun he stared into the eyes of john wick for a moment johns eyes were on me and mine was on him too i hid behide the plier as i hear a gunshot and iosef began to shoot as he took off running it was quiet the clam before the storm.

I hear johns footsteps and peek out and saw him walking towards me we didnt speak i look down at the floor at the dead bodies i felt johns eyes taking in my appearance. Thankfully my hair was in my face so john couldnt see my tears. John reaches down but i flinch away from his hand but i turn my head back and johns hand brush my hair back away from my face tucking it behide my ear i look up at john and caught a emotion in his eyes i think it was : rage, sorrow, pain. John and i stared at one other. " go " i said softly

I blink away the memories and look at the shower water i saw blood and i gasp and take a step back and look again and saw it was just water not blood i quickly got washed and shut the water off and dried off and grab the towel and peek out of my bathroom and to the bedroom and got dressed in tank top and a hoodie over it and shorts. I walk out the room i see my dad sitting at the kitchen table with bree and ashlyn but most importantly john wick. I avoid eye contact with john and walk over to my dad " hello sweetpea " dad said and we hug i felt tears again and i cried. Dad held me tightly and I pull away and sat down next to dad " im so proud of you cherish you did amazingly well and are going to continue to do well " dad said i nod and look down at the table i felt someone behind me i felt a hand on my shoulder and I felt warm breath against my cheek " can we talk ? " john ask i look at him from the corner of my eye and nod I stood up but felt my knees give out and i grab the chair as john wrap an arm around my other arm and my waist " sorry " i mutter and I slightly push myself away from john and we walk outside " how are you feeling ? " john ask " still sore but its less everyday how are you ? " i said as i moved my arm " im fine cherish " john said i nod and we was quiet after that we walk in the woods i hear birds and cars rolling on down the road. I felt the sun beating down on us i felt myself relaxing and I take a deep breath in and out and sigh. I felt sad because sooner or later john will be leaving me again and ill be here stuck in ohio never getting far in life. With john I felt like I can be like john and be an assassin of some sorts. Killing the bad guys. But then I stop and think thats someone's life I'm taking and so I thought of what happen at the club when it was just us whenever iosef ran and john came up to me and touch me and i flinched away from john he pushes my hair away from my face and our eyes met and I saw rage, sorrow, pain in his eyes " go " i told john. I felt john gently grab my hand giving me time to pull away but I don't i let him hold my hand. " what I said before I didnt mean it cherish. I just want you to have a life and be okay. " john said i stop walking and i see we were back at the house. " i want to go back with you if you'll let me that is. " i thought but nothing came out as i open my mouth to speak i nod instead. " i won't ever be okay but ill try. " i said as i look away from john and at the trees " i want you to come back with me if you don't i understand completely you still need to recover " john said " what ? " i ask staring up at him. " i want you to come back with me i want to know you'll be safe and taken care of not that I don't trust your family. winston has a job for you at the continental " john said i stared at john in shock " what do I do ? " i thought to myself staring up at john.