* beauty from pain * john wick ( On Hold )

chapter sixteen

I pull away and open my eyes and found john already staring at me. " thank you for not giving up on me " i said as i look down at his chest i saw his hand move and he placed a finger under my chin and made me look at him he leans in and kiss me again. John pulls away slightly " jump " john said i jump and wrap my legs around his waist and john grabs my butt and my back i kiss him again and soon john began to walk and i knew he was going to go upstairs i was soon nervous again due to my body being not completely healed and well this is the frist time john and i would be....
I felt my back hit the bed and I was looking up at john john crawl up to my body before moving my hair out of my face " are you sure ? " john ask i placed a hand on his cheek and pull him down to me and kiss him " im nervous but I'm not a virgin and neither are you. " i said " how did you know ? " john ask as he crack a smile and chuckles i giggle and shake my head john soon leans down and capture my lips again.

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John rolls off of me and i lay next to him " stop. " john said as i cover myself up with the blanket but john pulls the blanket off and pulls me close to him i put my head on his shoulder and put a hand on his chest as john grabs my hand and kisses it before laying it back down. " you are so beautiful " john said as i lock eyes with john and i knew he meant it but i turn my head and lay my head down johns arms tighten around me and i sigh in content. " thank you john " i said " goodnight " john said " goodnight " I said as i drift off to sleep

I felt hands on me " why didnt you just stay ? " i hear cory ask " because i wasn't happy and we wasn't going anywhere. you couldnt handle change. All I wanted was to help you and you couldn't see it. " i said i felt a hand on my throat and I grab them and try and pull them off i hear a gunshot and cory drop ontop of me i hear footsteps coming over to me but i felt tears and couldn't see all i see was a blurry figure and all too soon I felt a pain in my throat and I felt the blood leaving me i gasp ans held onto my neck the tears went away and I saw who shot me and it was john wick. " im sorry " john said over and over again but he didnt call anyone or call for help he held my head in his lap " fuck you " was the last words I said to him as he kissed my forehead and I felt tears on my face. I just stared up at his brown eyes.

I woke up to being alone i felt cold. " john ? " i call out i hear water running in the bathroom i hear the door open and see john standing there without clothes on " you okay ? " john ask i shake my head no i felt the tears stream down my face as i stood up and push my way into the bathroom john takes my hand and we enter the shower the hot water streaming down my body making me not feel cold and dead. I sigh in relief that i was safe and john was here. I felt john grab my hips and kiss my forehead. " it was just a nightmare im here. " john mutter as he slowly pull me to him and i lean my head back and see the showerhead and johns chin/cheek i close my eyes " sorry " i said as i turn around and look up at john as the water stream down us " its fine " john said softly as he wrap his arms around me and i wrap my arm around his waist. I felt something hit my stomach and I blush but ingored it for now and just felt safe in johns arms. " do you want to take a shower with me ? " john ask i laugh and look up at him " yeah "i said " i wasn't to rough with you last night was i ? " john ask as he wash his hair " no " i said as i blush as i stared at him " damn he's so hot " i thought john reaches down to the soap but I grab it "turn around let me wash your back " I said john chuckles but turns around I grab the wash cloth and wash his back I kiss one of his many scars on his back it felt like the right thing to do at the time I step back " turn around " I said john turns around I met his brown eyes I smile up at him john leans down and kiss my forehead he leans his head against mine I close my eyes " so grateful to have you " I said " after Helen I wasn't to sure if I would ever find love " john said " until I met you " john said I open my eyes and found him staring at me I smile and stared back at him

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" time passes so quickly " I thought as I look out the window of johns house I was waiting for John to come back from the store I subconuiously rub my stomach " what am I hoping for ? Of course I want a baby but does john ? I mean he is going and getting the tests I'll ask him when he comes home " I thought

I hear a knock on the door breaking away from my thoughts I walk over to the door and open it I see charon " hello Ms westphal I need you to come with me " charon said " okay is John okay ? DOG! " I called I hear dog come running through the house I smiled at the dog " good boy " I said as i look up at charon " hes busy at the moment but send us with one bag " charon said I see the pregnancy tests in the bag " we don't know yet " I blush as I grab the bag " go to the car ill pack your bags as well as John's " charon said " I can do it " I said " ms Westphal please " charon said I lock eyes with him " okay thank you come on dog " I said as I walk to the car the driver got out and held the door open for me " thank you " I said as I held the bag tightly
" how's training ? " charon ask " we didn't train this week but I'm sure we will whenever he gets back " I said with a smile on my face " thats good we do have a room to train in ms westphal " charon said " after I find out can you stay ? " I ask " im afraid I can't but I'll have the Manger come and see you " charon said as the driver pulls up to the containal hotel I nod I grab his hand " thank you " I said as I pull away and got out " come " I said to dog dog jump out of the car and we walk up to the doors and walk inside
Charon got me check in " stay " I said to dog who sat down beside charon " the Manger will be waiting for you " charon said as he got off the phone " thank you " I said " ms Westphal I hope you have a enjoyable stay with us " charon said " im sure I will thank you charon " I said as I walk away from him and to the elevator
I hear Winston's timer go off on his watch I look up at winston as he peek " oh dear " winston said breaking the silence " congratulations to you and Mr wick you are having a baby " winston said